Its raining, yet the sun is blinding, its a staggeringly high contrast today. I feel as low as the lead weight dragging me to the bottom of this pool of self pitying bile, yet I have no real reason to feel this way, and I know it, yet I feel like this and all I know is it's because I'm not in a relationship.
I'm going to be doing some photos for a Suicide Boys set on wednesday, not sure if it's a good idea for Laura to take the pictures, but to be honest it seems better to have an ex to do them rather than a friend, I mean what happens if it scars them and leaves them with an impression of me naked in their mind.
Then as always I have found a really cute girl, who gave me a very funny but nice look when I was buying a pair of hipster boxer shorts. The only problem is you can't ask someone out when they're working, because it increases the embarrasment stakes and plus you seem less senstive and more like a likely lad, so now I have to hope upon me seeing her out and about in this big damn city.
I'm going to be doing some photos for a Suicide Boys set on wednesday, not sure if it's a good idea for Laura to take the pictures, but to be honest it seems better to have an ex to do them rather than a friend, I mean what happens if it scars them and leaves them with an impression of me naked in their mind.
Then as always I have found a really cute girl, who gave me a very funny but nice look when I was buying a pair of hipster boxer shorts. The only problem is you can't ask someone out when they're working, because it increases the embarrasment stakes and plus you seem less senstive and more like a likely lad, so now I have to hope upon me seeing her out and about in this big damn city.
Agreed, it is quite difficult to ask someone out while they're working. Perhaps simply better to make a good impression with the hopes of appearing like a friendly person s/he might want to discuss post-modern criticism with (heh, my own desires intrude again). Anyway, good luck finding her in the big damn city.