So sad but I could identify with Racheal in the Friends shown tonight, just the feeling that everyone around you has someone special to share their time with and there you are stuck stranded waiting for a lifeboat that never comes. I've only ever had one relationship that truly made me happy, and then she went away, Every other one has been a case of...
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stacie:
aw sweets.. being 7 years your senior, let me tell you.. your heart is probably going to be broken many more times. And there will more than likely come a time when you find the one person that doesn't break your heart... dents it once and awhile.. but doesn't break it. Chin up 
Sooooooooooooo that was a long day, work I know blows but today it just seemed busy which means usually a short feeling day, but today was hectic and dragged...this seems to me to be the definition of a nightmare day at work, especially when I'm working everyday this bank holiday.
Fay has decided she will buy me some beads from Leeds seeing as I'm missing...
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silencenoir:
Thanks 
and I know what you mean about feeling far away from everyone. Hang in there though.
16 years old is a bit young....but we don't control who we fall for eh?
and I know what you mean about feeling far away from everyone. Hang in there though.
16 years old is a bit young....but we don't control who we fall for eh?
pihka:
When I was 19 I did have a short love story with a 16-year-old boy. So I think its still rather acceptable.
I went to see her today and we stood awkwardly chatting in the kitchen as her mum tidied up around us. She looked cuter than in my minds eye, and that image is enough to make the weak to dig their own graves for they know her image will haunt all of them bar "the one's". So beautiful, so bewitching. I'm not sure about the...
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drake:
the best way to gain sugar mamas is to be a poolboy. at least, that's what Hollywood has taught me.
pureblu12225:
all about the pink is true although I need to see more pics of it
be straight out with her ...
be straight out with her ...
Well I have just climbed out of a long hot bath, long as in time not length, so no i couldn't lie down 
It was very relaxing especially with Massive Attack playing in the background.
I still want a girlfriend, but as lonely as I am, I should know that I need to stop looking and be patient.
It was very relaxing especially with Massive Attack playing in the background.
I still want a girlfriend, but as lonely as I am, I should know that I need to stop looking and be patient.
red_bess:
back at ya...oh how i want a long hot bath! but really, yep credit carxds are evil, coz their minimum payemnt goes out of one account, u get over drawn, and u get charged...nasty circle!
anda pint... or a HUGE bottle of wine does indeed numb the pain, and makes u scream at your parents who refuse to accept your in your twentys and are old enuf to make ur own decisions.
it seems we are both ina world of glom my dear
back at ya...oh how i want a long hot bath! but really, yep credit carxds are evil, coz their minimum payemnt goes out of one account, u get over drawn, and u get charged...nasty circle!
anda pint... or a HUGE bottle of wine does indeed numb the pain, and makes u scream at your parents who refuse to accept your in your twentys and are old enuf to make ur own decisions.
it seems we are both ina world of glom my dear
pureblu12225:
this is true waiting absolutly sux but I'm sure it'll be well worth the wait in the end -*keep ya head up*
Well i'm tres misrerable, so many things have happened the last few days, they all seem small at first then build and build into one avalanche about to sweep me away.
Firstly my sister possibly has mumps, which means I'm likely to get it and well to be honest I don't want it. So my sister doesn't entertain me when she says I'm a wuss...
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Firstly my sister possibly has mumps, which means I'm likely to get it and well to be honest I don't want it. So my sister doesn't entertain me when she says I'm a wuss...
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pihka:
Autumn is an inspiring time...far more so for me, than summer. I wake up in autumn, as soon as the air starts to cool down a bit...
Well here we are now, sat in a darkened room drifting away to the use of unacceptable colours in nature and questioning what comes next, and more importantly on what ground is it safe to build a house upon. Though should I build something that will be out of date as soon as I meet her, and share with her. All I know is I...
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So 
no reason to be, I just feel like I have no energy, nothing within me to pour into the sea.
I have nothing to say as I'm too busy thinking, too busy with this negative energy that has become static, and is filling and burning me, I know it's all about her, and I hate that knowledge.
no reason to be, I just feel like I have no energy, nothing within me to pour into the sea.
I have nothing to say as I'm too busy thinking, too busy with this negative energy that has become static, and is filling and burning me, I know it's all about her, and I hate that knowledge.
I hate results day, it builds up the mountain of loneliness that I dwell upon and makes me question my exsistence. This would sound kind of understandable if it was my results day, but it's not it's my sisters results day. Its just this bitter sibbling rivarly we've had for so long, the thing that drives me up the wall is her attitude of perfection,...
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So I dance, try to en-trance you to share in your grace.....bad rhymes make bad crushes, funky haircuts make short work for cupid. Shame she's a friend of a friend of my mates girlfriend....so she'll have to be known as the girl with da funky hair.
does the funky gibbon
I'm tired yet I suddenly feel energetic, Must be the adrenaline, as I've had no...
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does the funky gibbon
I'm tired yet I suddenly feel energetic, Must be the adrenaline, as I've had no...
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Well that was fun, a very nice refreshing...no actually not refreshing, how can it be refreshing to walk around the capital and a busy beach town in the hottest and most humid weather you've ever known...but anyway bar the heat, it was really cool to get a break from all this place, known as Newcastle...to the experts home of rotten stinking pop culture and high...
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siv:
thanks!! i'm embarassingly prolific.
thanks!! i'm embarassingly prolific. Right i'm disappearing off to London and then Bournemouth for a few days, for a well earned break from the Northern English hell hole that is South Shields, Sun, Sea and the City...and very little sex, ah well can't have everything. 
Other than this I have been consuming lots of alcohol, stumbled around on the beach last night, talked to my mates about having sex...
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Other than this I have been consuming lots of alcohol, stumbled around on the beach last night, talked to my mates about having sex...
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Wow, I'm in shock just been reliving the past with a girl I had a crush on when I was 17, n she used to fancy me, man now I wish I wasn't so shy. 
deadish:
I keep seeing my secondary school crush around, I still think he's fine but uses a lot of drugs these days..
Apparently everyone dreams, like 10 different dreams a night but i never remember more than 1 or 2
Apparently everyone dreams, like 10 different dreams a night but i never remember more than 1 or 2
monica:
i hate when shit like that happens. i had a HUGE crush on this guy and years later i toldhim and we was all like " why didn't you tell me i would have dated you" so now i don't tell ex crushes stuff like that cause when i found out they would have dated me i get pissed