I'm so jealous of anyone with anything, I just can't stand how lonely I feel and worst of all I hate writing this, because I hate this feeling, but I feel if I don't clear my throat that I just might choke. 
I should blindfold myself, I know what's best but I just feel like I can't rest and that I need someone here with...
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You know when you wish you hadn't written something? Well that's how I feel about my last journal entry. I left it so brief and unexplained, it was just a slogan, a slogan of feeling uncared for, yet it never did explain truly how I felt.
I don't hate girls, I merely wish I was given more attention, because I'm fed up of being told...
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stacie:
The opposite sex will probably never make sense..
Good luck
Good luck
pureblu12225:
it just takes time ...the more you want something to happen the longer and drawn out it may seem to be so just try to go with the flow 
*hug*
*hug*
Pah, boo, hiss all I wanted was a kiss
I ahte gurlies. cos they dont give a damn about me
I ahte gurlies. cos they dont give a damn about me
unravled:
Maybe they sense the hate.
Brick is out the wall, and is now producing percusive noise in my zone. I'm finding I hate being tired, because generally I feel down, though today I'd feel this down no matter what, I'm just sitting in the house wanting to share sometime with someone who appreciates the same things as me. Alas I'm not feeling that warm feeling, so someone please wrap me...
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tegan:
i sleep way too fuckin much.
i dont know what the hell has been going on with me but i have been sleeping like a champ. I have become this lazy attachment on my couch that only moves for sex or coffee... its actually kind of depressing. My ribs feel like I have been kicked the shit out of from laying on my ass all day. it sucks.
But too little sleep sucks too... shit. We're both fucked.
i dont know what the hell has been going on with me but i have been sleeping like a champ. I have become this lazy attachment on my couch that only moves for sex or coffee... its actually kind of depressing. My ribs feel like I have been kicked the shit out of from laying on my ass all day. it sucks.
But too little sleep sucks too... shit. We're both fucked.
tegan:
gopod company is WONDERFUL!
It feels so long since I've written anything in here, must be because I've never known what to write and I've been far too drunk to write anything coherent. 
Apart from having a good time with my booze, I've been doing my radio shows, saturday breakfast show 8-10 and 22-24:00 at night, one long and tiring day, but fun Though I'd really like a co-presenter,...
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Apart from having a good time with my booze, I've been doing my radio shows, saturday breakfast show 8-10 and 22-24:00 at night, one long and tiring day, but fun
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Why do drunken girls give you their number but not actually save the thing in the phone, grrrr, so I met a cute girl and now have no way of getting in touch with her, unless I search through the halls of residence.
Damn why Johnny Cash
Techno Animal are just deliciously dirty.
Damn why Johnny Cash
Techno Animal are just deliciously dirty.
So well second journal entry tonight mainly because talking to a friend of jen's and mine has had the consequence of splitting upon all the facades I have built and now I really aint sure now I feel.
Oh and I suck my right thumb.
Oh and I suck my right thumb.
Last night made me realise one thing, I cannot possibly love Jenn, she isn't even worth the effort. Thank God I've realised.
Finally a week off work, and the start of the student radio month of broadcast...special feature the saturday of torture, inflicted on me...I mean I do the breakfast show 8-10 and then go to work, come back to the studio and drink some beer with DJ's I know and then I have a show 10-12 at night. So if you're in Newcastle watch out for...
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jia:
radio shows are fun to do. meow. enjoy.
I am so close to quittin my job, I really like the people I work with, but I can't stand the fact that in general all the wrong people seem to be making it in the compnay, causing upset and trouble. Damn fat bastards.
Ok after discussions with many a person, I am ideally suited to a girly, emotional, sweet, stylish and elegant 24 year...
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Ok after discussions with many a person, I am ideally suited to a girly, emotional, sweet, stylish and elegant 24 year...
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tegan:
his name is clarence
I've drank too much and ate too many currys, at silly o'clock, somehow surviving in the melting pot of the drunken turmoil that is this town. Though I'm now dehydrated and feel quite rough, and think I've done some damage to my knee on the buck broncoing on which I won a bottle of cheap sparkling wine, which they pass off as champagne, but that...
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pureblu12225:
swilly= when you get your drink on and are feelin pretty giddy you know when you have that "what the crap is goin on" look well thats it
tegan:
lol
i like clarence...
you should find a gnome...
i like clarence...
you should find a gnome...
I'm sitting drinking red wine at home, I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow to go to work and I don't wanna. Why is there never anything good on tv?
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drake:
you know, i think redneck couture is cool even when it's not meant to be ironic. there's something to be said for authenticity.
vicky:
Hi, have i introduced myself?! I have to get up at 7.30 tommorow and stand in a hot shop for 7.45hrs. I'm feeling your pain! Never mind uni starts soon, yay!
Sorry to hear that you're blue hun, i'm sending cyber cuddles
[Edited on Sep 21, 2003]