well, got some good news today. i've been offered a slot djing for bugged out. hope i don't fuck it up.
other than that, i gave myself sunstroke today.
a little.
and i could have broken my dry spell twice this week, except for a) drunkeness and b) gentlemanly behaviour in the face of drunkeness.
so if nothing else at least i don't feel ugly...
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other than that, i gave myself sunstroke today.
a little.
and i could have broken my dry spell twice this week, except for a) drunkeness and b) gentlemanly behaviour in the face of drunkeness.
so if nothing else at least i don't feel ugly...
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persya:
hehe aww thanks for your hippy wisdom 
charley:
Thanks, I know I am just being a whingy old bat 
feeling a bit better recently. i really must sort my head out. anyone got a spare brain anywhere that actually works?
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muthermaggie:
brains. bleh. i feel you.
good to hear you're doing better, though!
xoxo
good to hear you're doing better, though!
xoxo
opalia:
Glad you're feeling better. My brain is knackered and I think I've used all my spares - sorry. Have you tried ebay? 
self-pitying update.
i hate being me. i hate my fucking life. i hate the constant battling against depression and loneliness that absorbs all of strength and leaves me nothing to anythihg else with.
i don't really know how much more of this i can take.
i hate being me. i hate my fucking life. i hate the constant battling against depression and loneliness that absorbs all of strength and leaves me nothing to anythihg else with.
i don't really know how much more of this i can take.
cayce:
sorry to hear you're feeling bad. i hope you're doing better since then.
ok, update o clock...
what have i been doing then?
went out on saturday to a friend's barbeque and got horrifically smashed. of course, it was a family barbeque, so i managed to say cunt in front of his grandparents about four times. but i refrained from hitting on his little sister's friend who was giving me the come on. i don't think i'm quite...
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what have i been doing then?
went out on saturday to a friend's barbeque and got horrifically smashed. of course, it was a family barbeque, so i managed to say cunt in front of his grandparents about four times. but i refrained from hitting on his little sister's friend who was giving me the come on. i don't think i'm quite...
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brixton:
dude. the end. i win. cause it would be semi fun, buit you will always have ninjas there, fucking up yer life, stealing your women, and flying around wailing hard on their guitars non-stop. The pirates would die of sleep deprivation, If the sheer rockingness of their guitars dont blow your eardrums and make your brain drown in blood.
opalia:
I'm so jealous, I haven't been to a BBQ or ages. 
I've never been able to handle a lot of beer, it just makes me piss like a racehorse (maybe a bit too much info)
Hope you get a job soon, the summer is always a nightmare for work cos all the students want it as well.
I've never been able to handle a lot of beer, it just makes me piss like a racehorse (maybe a bit too much info)
Hope you get a job soon, the summer is always a nightmare for work cos all the students want it as well.
God I'm bored! Bored bored and fucking bored. No work, no money. Almost never even leave my room. I'm going absolutely stir fucking crazy. My mobile phone got nicked a month ago so I can't talk to anyone and none of my useless bastard mates have come round to see me - which is odd, normally I can't go out of communication for two days...
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muthermaggie:
boredom sucks my cock...
boredom sucks my cock...
you know, i was going to write a sorry little bit of my history here, but i've decided not to, because it's miserable.
instead i'm going to tell you all that it was st swithen's day today in england. folklore tells us that if it reains on SSD then it will rain for the next 39 days. it didn't rain. roll on the summer!
instead i'm going to tell you all that it was st swithen's day today in england. folklore tells us that if it reains on SSD then it will rain for the next 39 days. it didn't rain. roll on the summer!
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yumchen:
Summer can rock my socks and kill me an hour later. It's all about a balance between the booze and water consumption.
muthermaggie:
back again, love! how goes it?
no comments eh? what do you motherfuckers want, blood?
*bleeds*
so anyway, i went to glastonbury and it rocked but i did a very silly thing. i wasn't paying attention to the time and i missed the dresden dolls. how thick am i. my favourite band in years, and i fucking miss them. twat. so here's the lyrics that made me fall in love with...
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*bleeds*
so anyway, i went to glastonbury and it rocked but i did a very silly thing. i wasn't paying attention to the time and i missed the dresden dolls. how thick am i. my favourite band in years, and i fucking miss them. twat. so here's the lyrics that made me fall in love with...
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paintedbat:
hahahah thanks for all the blodod, my jouranl is all pretty now!
laceyglove:
I think our journals go well together, well, the begining of yours, blood, and flesh.
Sorry about your friend. I witnessed a women committ suicide in front of me while i was at work. She jumped in front of the store i work at (4 floor mall). Still haunts me. I hope your day, week, month goes well for you!
Sorry about your friend. I witnessed a women committ suicide in front of me while i was at work. She jumped in front of the store i work at (4 floor mall). Still haunts me. I hope your day, week, month goes well for you!
i'm rubbish at sobriety. but then you knew that. anyway, glastonbury was a fucking blast. best festival in the country. a bit of rain don't stop me, and nor should it. full review on my blog at www.londoninflames.blogspot.com.
also hands up who likes puppies?
then check out my other blog, cos it's whippets galore... www.estherspups.blogspot.com
hope all is wonderful. i'm miserable and an unlovable alcoholic...
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also hands up who likes puppies?
then check out my other blog, cos it's whippets galore... www.estherspups.blogspot.com
hope all is wonderful. i'm miserable and an unlovable alcoholic...
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super:
ha ha! I like your theory! 
I dunno, i had mixed feelings about it really... My main dissapointment was the lack of 'Piggy' and 'Perfect Drug'. Other than that it was great. I was quite suprised how the crowed took to Saul Williams.
I dunno, i had mixed feelings about it really... My main dissapointment was the lack of 'Piggy' and 'Perfect Drug'. Other than that it was great. I was quite suprised how the crowed took to Saul Williams.
saturday night, and here i am relaxing at home after a heavy night last night. feelinga bit odd, cos it was my first real drugs binge in nearly six months last night, and i don't know how i feel about it. i enjoyed myself, but i can feel myself slipping again. i don't want to go back in habitual use again, and glastonbury is going...
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opalia:
whatever you decide to do just look after yourself hon
myiaa:
Take care. I hope you enjoy Glastonbury
i hate quiet weeks. i've had fuck all to do, so i've sat at home in my room practising on the decks, applying for jobs and feeling a little sorry for myself. i don't really trust myself to go out at the moment. addiction can get you down sometimes.
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opalia:
Checked out the website, that seems like a really good idea.
Having a pretty quiet week as well. Hope you cheer up soon.
Having a pretty quiet week as well. Hope you cheer up soon.
muthermaggie:
hey