Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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self-pitying update.

i hate being me. i hate my fucking life. i hate the constant battling against depression and loneliness that absorbs all of strength and leaves me nothing to anythihg else with.

i don't really know how much more of this i can take.
cayce:
sorry to hear you're feeling bad. i hope you're doing better since then.

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