bluestreak

saturday night, and here i am relaxing at home after a heavy night last night. feelinga bit odd, cos it was my first real drugs binge in nearly six months last night, and i don't know how i feel about it. i enjoyed myself, but i can feel myself slipping again. i don't want to go back in habitual use again, and glastonbury is going to be hard work to keep myself from turning into a demon for it. just gotta stay wise and self-aware i guess. when i get back from the festival i'm going straight edge until my birthday, i've decided.