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Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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its been a better week. i djed twice, and one went well while one was merely ok.

i wonder to myself sometimes if people are worth it. i've got a friend who is fucking hard work much of the time, but when she's cool shes cool. and she's in love with me. i guess i led her on, but i didn't mean to, and i even made it clear when we started our fling that i did't want anything, was that ok? but of course it wan't and i hurt her. didn't mean to, but she was the first person i saw in seven years, having recently come out of a relationship i sarted in my teen. now all i do is spend time on the internet trying to talk her off a ledge and being ttold what a cunt i am. should i tolerate it, consider it the price to pay for accidentally hurting someone who is cool, or should i say, look, if you can't accept that i fucked up then thats not my problem? i dunno. she's on eof these fucked up types... i mean the other week i fucked up on drugs andd she felt that i was getting too much attention so she drank a bottle of shampoo to prove a point. how can you deal with that? i mean, i should be able to, that would be the nice thing to do, but its fucking hard work sometmes. perhaps i'm just being selfish and mean. aaargh. i mean, how much abiuse should i put up with from a person i hurt? infinite amounts? until they're better? everything that seems reasonable? i dunno.
super:
In 'groups' you need to apply for SGUK first. Once in read the details and join in!!

or alternatively, you could try speaking to SomeOneUK and see if he'll let you join in without being a member,

I know you wouldn't have any trouble makng one! being a dj and all!!
Apr 3, 2005

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