well, i had to go for an assessment by some alcohol counsellours today. they seemed nice and supportive, and pretty much let me know that i'm not an emergency case, which was nice.
i've got to go back after NY and let them know how i got on trying not to destroy myself every single day.
but on a lighter note, tonight i see...
POP...
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i've got to go back after NY and let them know how i got on trying not to destroy myself every single day.
but on a lighter note, tonight i see...
POP...
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perdy:
ahhh there's always time for country yodelling! don't destry yourself fella....the whippets will miss you.......you go have some fun...oh....er....you are.............enjoy! 
just thought i'd add a poem i found earlier that made me smile:
Prominent Bar in Secaucus
In a prominent bar in Secaucus one day
Rose a lady in skunk with a top-heavy sway
Raised a knobby red finger - all turned from their beer -
While with eyes bright as snowcrust she sang high and clear
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Prominent Bar in Secaucus
In a prominent bar in Secaucus one day
Rose a lady in skunk with a top-heavy sway
Raised a knobby red finger - all turned from their beer -
While with eyes bright as snowcrust she sang high and clear
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lankakitten:
Hehe, that's why we moved. bluetrust and I visited Seattle on our honeymoon and knew we would end up here. Good luck to you!
darklis:
I think everyone, whether you do drugs or never have, has an irrational fear of the drug dog.
My husband said when the dog sniffed his foot, he wanted to hoof it right in the side.
But, he obviously didn't feel like getting a a cavity search that day.
My husband said when the dog sniffed his foot, he wanted to hoof it right in the side.
But, he obviously didn't feel like getting a a cavity search that day.
bluestreak:
Just pictures of me and my crew
felt like crap today. couldn't drag myself out of bed at all. fely ugly and useless and stupid and fat and hated.
when i finally did i felt ok.
so now i'm sitting here listening to a Ram compilation containing some of the nastiest drum n bass ever.
nightbreed's pack of wolves anyone? it's a combination of thrash metal and nasty dnb. get thee to...
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when i finally did i felt ok.
so now i'm sitting here listening to a Ram compilation containing some of the nastiest drum n bass ever.
nightbreed's pack of wolves anyone? it's a combination of thrash metal and nasty dnb. get thee to...
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cayce:
thanks for the wise words.
i'm moving forward.
i'm moving forward.
bondgirl:
I have never been and will never be straight edge. Even if I didn't want to drink for a period of time, I wouldn't label it 'straight edge.' it's so lame. But that is just my opinion.
You look like a gay wolverine?!?! ooo! take pictures!
You look like a gay wolverine?!?! ooo! take pictures!
set went well today, nice and chilled out. played for hours and hours. honestly, djing is the best job in the world. some drunk bloke told me i was the best dj he'd ever heard. but i think he was lying. i love the afternoon sessions, there is so little pressure and so much chance for variety and whatnot.
i left early tonight though, cos...
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ciel:
north london, but i've lived in different places.
muthermaggie:
where is this church? i wish to join and build temples and give you 10% of my profits...
djing again today. this time i'm going to do a four hour afternoon session. i quite enjoy these, though you don't get the same sort of fun as evening sessions where the punters are dancing and having fun. these are really like radio bluestreak, where i get to play all the laid back stuff i love and whatnot, stuff that i couldn't play at night...
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perdy:
ahh is more than ok to dress up the whippets, am sure they like it anyway, my friend had a little lurcher that used to have to wear 3 coats.....was also quite partial to wearing reindeer antlers (only at Christmas mind) and nail varnish
saw fight club for the first time last night.
what a fucking good movie.
that is all.
well its not. it makes me wonder just how much of my life is real and how much i'm imaging.
but i don't think i'm going to think about it cos it'll only do my head in.
what a fucking good movie.
that is all.
well its not. it makes me wonder just how much of my life is real and how much i'm imaging.
but i don't think i'm going to think about it cos it'll only do my head in.
i am such a spanner. i mean, here i am, a modern kind of guy. i understand deconstructionism, gener politics and music. i can build my own computer, even if i need help with the tricky bits. i know art, culture, poetry and history. i can even make a mean pasta salad if you're cute and entertaining enough to deserve it.
but can i work...
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but can i work...
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super:
Here comes a panzer attack!! Cool...
Video's can be quite the fucker, no? I don't think i've attempted to use one for many years.... sensible idea, i think!
Video's can be quite the fucker, no? I don't think i've attempted to use one for many years.... sensible idea, i think!
myiaa:
My video hates me too. Instead of being as nice as possible to us to not get replaced in the new wave of dvd players, they seem to be intent on forcing us to destroy them. 
turns out blood tests are well easy these days innit. i still remember when you needed one needle for each one but now it's all suction bottles.
still reminded me of that bit from trainspotting.... theres me with me piercings and with arms so scarred that there is no way i can hide what i am, and yet i still had to look away when...
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still reminded me of that bit from trainspotting.... theres me with me piercings and with arms so scarred that there is no way i can hide what i am, and yet i still had to look away when...
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super:
I actualy haven't heard much by them, i had a few listens of 'madonna' when it first came out, but don't remember much.
wicked setlist geez! - bit'o'everything!
wicked setlist geez! - bit'o'everything!
mythic_north:
Enjot NYC, just got back from there myself last week and its fucking amazing, and wasnt really as cold as i expected. Not as bad as here in mancland anyway.
Well another day, another.... i dunno. sunrise i guess. Getting excited now, fuck the alcohol problems, i'm going on holiday to New York in a few days. I've never been to NY before and all i really know is that it'll be cold and cool as fuck..
i'll be staying in the east village and just generally chilling. just what i need, tbh.
i'll be staying in the east village and just generally chilling. just what i need, tbh.
super:
NY is cool, i've been to manhattan and i had a great time!
Oh, btw post that setlist!
Oh, btw post that setlist!
well, i booked my first alcohol counselling session today. they want me to give it up entirely and aren't happy with my idea that i want to control it.
ffs! i don't want to be teetotal i just want to have some fucking self-control so i stop fucking my life up.
oh well. what can i say?
i got the new single from the Dogs...
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ffs! i don't want to be teetotal i just want to have some fucking self-control so i stop fucking my life up.
oh well. what can i say?
i got the new single from the Dogs...
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well, did some djing tonight and it went perfectly well. crowd loved it, great choice of tunes. but somehow it all seems a bit hollow considering that this morning my doctor informed me that i was in the early stages of alcoholism. tomorrow i go to the hospital to see how much damage has been done over the last few years. then i get refered...
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bluestreak:
btw, if anyone cares i'll post a set-list so youse know the sort of stuff i play for people....