blueskyzebra

Wow my passive aggressive stubborn nonconfrontational family is really frustrating. I'm trying to move back to Illinois. That's where I lived a good majority of my so far rather short life. Here is where all my friends are. I'm currently staying with my grandparents. However, they're upset for different reasons. My grandfather is annoyed because I get home later and sleep until noon so I'm wasting my life. My grandmother wants me to go to college and be a regular 9-5 working shmoe.

What they don't understand is first off...yes I do stay up late and sleep until noon. I sleep from 4am to noon or 8 hours. My grandfather sleeps from 10pm to 6am or, that's right, 8 hours. I sleep the EXACT same amount as him, but because I don't get up before the fucking sun...I'm lazy.

My grandmother has good intentions, and I love her. However, if I work a 9-5 job I'll be dead at the age of 30 from a self-inflicted gunshot wound. She also doesn't understand that whether I live her or in michigan with my parents like a loseface I'm not going to go to college any more than I'm going to go to college here.

So, they're doing all the passive-aggressive stuff to undermine me. I'm going away for this weekend with my parents to visit my sister and her husband in Nashville, Tennessee, and I know I won't be able to come back...so now I'll have to bum on a friends couch for a couple weeks.

I wish they'd get at least that I'm not going to like leading a "normal" life...to me that's about the equivalent of cutting out one of my eyes...or maybe removing a testicle...not something I'd take lightly.