so the pain from the surgery isnt as bad now thank goodness i drove a car for the first time today and i did ok. memories from the hospital i think will never leave me (the day after surgery i was off morphine accidentally by fault of the nurse for four hours and i felt ALL of the pain it was horrifying like a horror movie but worse), and i am lucky to not have any external cuts or scars my surgeon is an absolute genius and a funny guy too. recently, well...i think my boyfriend is donnie darko, or just crazy like him, he saw the movie and denied "seeing things" like darko's character did when he saw frank, but during the whole movie he had an understanding that few sane people do and he had a huge grin on his face, the sneaky guy. i bet you can tell by now that i watch too many movies with this surgery, then again its a good thing because i discovered the extent of craziness that i require in people who i am intimately connected with and oh boy do they have to be crazy to keep me. thank goodness for a donnie darkoish boyfriend and movie channels with good taste. on the other hand..i hate losing weight i have lost 10 pounds and i feel like shit. take care everyone and enjoy the sunshine!!
amelinda:
Im glad ur feeling good...just remember that just becuase your feeling a little better doesnt mean its ok to give your boyfriend a blowjob....but he can still have fun with you 