had a nervous breakdown today, interesting. they happen too often, just too many bad things have been going on. i just wish that for once things were a little smoother and less chaotic. like just give me one day when i can enjoy the sunshine in a park or something. someday that will come maybe when i am like 70 and old and wrinkly. well its not like there was too much sunshine today anyways it was all cloudy and cold, which kept me inside watching silly reality television. take care people 
One of my new years resolutions is to get out and meet more people. Also just talking with people can help. Sometimes it helps to focus on dealing with just one thing at a time and pushing all others to the side.
Well hope you will feel better soon