bluepixie

I wish my husband was back with me in hawaii, hes just back from his mission.He's still in Afghanistan. I got to talk to him on the phone the other day.He said that he was gonna call me back today, but I havent heard from him yet, Usually he calls me back.I have been worrying myself, I keep having bad thoughts and getting bad feelings.I hate it when he doesnt call me back because I always think that something bad has happened to him, god forbid that ever happens, I just want him to come back to me.Then we can get the hell off of this rock and go back to Virginia.I miss him so much, its driving me crazy.It's december now, and he will be back in March or April.I cant wait, I get excited just thinking about it.
I stayed up all night once again.It's almost 9am here.Me, Crystal and Chris are going out today.They are gonna get tattooed, I might,too.But I just cant figure out what I want to get and where at on my body.I'm gonna think about it for a while.Plus the husband forbid me to get anymore....but I really want another one
I have to mail Rob's guitar out today, it will probably take a couple of months to get to him since the mail is so fucked up between here and afghanistan.Hate the fucking mail!!!!!!
I'm gonna hop in the shower and hopefully, that will waken me up a bit more so I dont crash around noon.
I drank a bit last night, didnt get wasted though.I got hungry and started eating instead.My friends cant believe how much I can eat, they ask me where it all goes.haha
Well, im outta here.
Later!!!