Thursday Nov 02, 2006

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All my winter shirts are XL.

I was never a fat kid, but I always thought I was.

At some point I realized I'm much closer to a medium.

I'm too poor to buy new shirts. What do I do?
ladylovelybrit:
aww, you dont like my game.....booo, *pew pew* tongue
joesph90:
Cut them down to size?

Wednesday Nov 01, 2006

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I always thought disaster movies were much more frightening/fun than any normal so-called "horror" movie.

Especially the 1980s ones about Nuclear attacks.

Am I alone in this?
ladylovelybrit:
nope.

Tuesday Oct 31, 2006

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Another Halloween alone, doing nothing.

Wonderful.
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ladylovelybrit:
oops I forgot to tell you happy halloween!
joesph90:
Oh well halloweens not supposed to be a happy time skull

Monday Oct 30, 2006

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My fits over the last week seem to have driven away the only person I talked about my emotional issues with.
The same person that refused to spend any time with me in person, who kind of drove me into this problem to begin with.

Fantastic.
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ladylovelybrit:
I may look into that....thanks. yeah I cant sleep either. and I dont really ever eat either...have you taken antidepressants before?...
ladylovelybrit:
im sorry...yeah thats why I dont want to see one but I know I have to sometime, I cant keep living like this, did prozac work for you?....

Sunday Oct 29, 2006

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12 step programs involve god.

That's a flaw, right there.

And the same 12 steps are applied to every affliction. Another problem.

How does one find support for depression? I seems kind of self-defeating. How often to introverts meet in groups of strangers on their own will?

I keep flip-flopping on god, and determinism. I liked to believe in fate, because it's easier to accept...
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musical_poet:
Your family and your friends are your support system. If not, go to a therapist. A lot of people don't go to a therapist because they think that they don't help, but they do. Why would you wanna pay someone to tell you their problems when you can talk to your friends for free? Well, your friends may get annoyed because you talk about your problems to them too much and I've been there before...but a psychologist won't rag on you for telling him/her your problems. Cheer up dude. smilesmile
joesph90:
May I ask if you've been on anti-depressents and if not why?....seems like a better choice than cough medicine?
Let me know if you want some reveiws on different types..........

Saturday Oct 28, 2006

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I'm terrified, and I can't even put it into words anymore...

I want a guide.....a savior.

Jesus never cut it.
phunkybrewster:
im sorry.
id like a guide to
or at least
a manual
kiss
ladylovelybrit:
I forgot to readd you and I feel really bad....my saviour is silence right now, I dont know if that would work for you..... kiss

Friday Oct 27, 2006

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Thanks for your comments and whatnot, but people I've never met and have no true connection with certainly can't dissuade me.

I've been told to hang in there and wait since I was 11, and every time it seems to get better, the bottom falls out just as quickly, and the situation gets even worse.

I don't want to work if the reward is nothing,...
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musical_poet:
we all have our ups and downs, some of us handle our depression differently, but we can give you all of the advice that we can give to you until we are blue in the face, but it's all up to you on whether you want to take our advice or leave it. You HAVE to keep your head up, or you'll be miserable for the rest of your life

Thursday Oct 26, 2006

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I'm losing it.

I'd like to just be gone and done for, forever.
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phunkybrewster:
cant give up at 18, not allowed. sorry. kiss biggrin
cerephinna:
Please stay.
It can get better, really it can x x x

Wednesday Oct 25, 2006

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I'm not very enthusiastic about death, but I'm certainly not interested in life at this point either.

I want to just stop trying. All efforts so far have just dug my hole deeper.

I see all these ugly, dumb, happy people and I start jumping through these logical hoops. Well, if person X can find love and be happy and find employment and I can't,...
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joesph90:
If it helps there a very small number of people I've ever meet that I can honestly say I find interesting.
Keep away from logical hoops....the older you get the more logic gets thrown out the window!
Hope things get easier for you soon.

Monday Oct 23, 2006

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Mondays start the shitfest all over again.

Yay!
bipolar_bear:
If you're not a sailor then you don't need to swim. Paddling is just as fun anyways. Depression eh? I know that one rather well myself.
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