bluelionsven

It was easier to wait when there was something to wait for.

Now I'm waiting for nothing.....I just want to keel over. I sit here all day doing nothing, completely alone.

I'm begining to hate everyone.

I'm considering buying a gun and.....well...

Yeah.

I hope I stop torturing myself.

I hope I die because I know I'm not strong enough to stop torturing myself.

I

Can't

Win

God

Damnit

I need more Left Banke.

Before I dropped my psychologist for being an ass, he told me I have no support system and no real guidance in life.

I'm starting to realize how true that is...

Life is such a fucked up mess, why do I even bother?

I thought I had gotten better, but I may be getting worse. it's been awhile since I've been subjected to the stress of other people.

Alright, SG people...

I need some advice. Someone I don't see very often will be coming for a short visit, and so I need an ide of something to do....

Any suggestions? All I do with my normal friends is go out to eat, and that's lame/off the list.

How do I make new real-life friends?

1 is not enough. And he may be moving soon.....

I am the king of nothiiiiiiiiiiing, on my throne of nothiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.