I just got back in touch with an old friend who I've had an at-times rocky relationship with, and I can't help but feel generally isolated in this world. At one point, she was what I was hoping would bring me out of my shell a bit, but then things fell apart, and now I'm just the same nervous wreck I've always been. The difference...
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Some introspection needs to be done here.
When time no longer passes in increments, but instead in a steady, never-ending chunk, does that mean I've matured, or that I'm the world's biggest burn out?
All my life I felt an emptyness. I tried to fill it through expression, and creativity, and hard work, and what have you. It didn't work, there was still that terrible...
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When time no longer passes in increments, but instead in a steady, never-ending chunk, does that mean I've matured, or that I'm the world's biggest burn out?
All my life I felt an emptyness. I tried to fill it through expression, and creativity, and hard work, and what have you. It didn't work, there was still that terrible...
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erato:
My answer to that question is: neither.
And I'm here reading. And it's touching, and beautiful.
And I'm here reading. And it's touching, and beautiful.
I feel pretty shitty.
I think years of on-off depression has rotted my brain. I can't think as lucidly as I used to be able to.
Life's felt like hell recently. I'm in debt, I can't find work, I'm still losing friends. I'm less settled with myself than I've been since May. Back then, I said if I still felt as awful by the end...
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I think years of on-off depression has rotted my brain. I can't think as lucidly as I used to be able to.
Life's felt like hell recently. I'm in debt, I can't find work, I'm still losing friends. I'm less settled with myself than I've been since May. Back then, I said if I still felt as awful by the end...
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xtrememeow:
I would like to thank you for your message about my problem the other and let you know it helped me, and after reading what you wrote here i think it's my turn. I know life is shitty and I know nothing ever seems to wrok out, this week i have discovered more about myself then ever before. I feel like I am losing all my friends, because I have lost intrest in what they are intrested, but I am also now making a effort for the first time in my life to change things instead of just waiting for something to magically happen. I have gotten in touch with some old friends who i haven't talked to in years and realized i kept in touch with the wrong people, I have managed to make at least one new friend scince monday, and my friendship with the person i was talking about has not been damaged as horribly as i thought it would have been, and i think it will heal to wear it was before.
xxnecroxx:
I really want you to be my friend....will you please be my friend?
seymouria:
the hair looks nice!! 
i MAEK POAST!
Uhh....so, I guess I'm testing the waters out here. I'm still not entirely sure how this all goes, but I have noticed that everyone else gets a manic ton of comments on these dealies.
I used to keep a myspace blog, but it was from when I was still battling intense major depression, and I've kind of kept away since things "resolved"...
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Uhh....so, I guess I'm testing the waters out here. I'm still not entirely sure how this all goes, but I have noticed that everyone else gets a manic ton of comments on these dealies.
I used to keep a myspace blog, but it was from when I was still battling intense major depression, and I've kind of kept away since things "resolved"...
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girl_afraid:
you'er not ugly.
this isn't the only blog i keep either. but this i the one that i say everything in. pay site ar luxurious.
keep posting, dude.
this isn't the only blog i keep either. but this i the one that i say everything in. pay site ar luxurious.
keep posting, dude.
song:
hello ! welcome new boy ! I saw you in the Adult Swim group. 
It kinda gets harder as I get older