Whenever I'm in my car, I'm typically listening to NPR. A few nights ago, All Things Considered aired an interview with Tom Waits. Mr. Waits was asked to say a bit about his influences, and particularly about the beat writers. Now, the beats have always been heroes to.... a great many. Pretty much anyone with great aspirations and a stong outsider/individual sense in life goes...
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Life is awful...
Christ....
My introversion has made my life a constant struggle. It's blantantly obvious to everone, I guess. I never get hired, I can't make new friends, and although I've been getting out more, it seems like every time I do I just embarass myself and kill a chance to meet new people.
I want to stay in forever.....but I feel so alone,...
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Christ....
My introversion has made my life a constant struggle. It's blantantly obvious to everone, I guess. I never get hired, I can't make new friends, and although I've been getting out more, it seems like every time I do I just embarass myself and kill a chance to meet new people.
I want to stay in forever.....but I feel so alone,...
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joesph90:
Well at least you've filled out you 'Heroes' section correctly!
I'm an introvert with a terrible fear of being alone.
If there's a god, it suggests he's cruel.
If there's nothing more than what we see, I would make the arguement that the universe is fueled on contradictions.
If there's a god, it suggests he's cruel.
If there's nothing more than what we see, I would make the arguement that the universe is fueled on contradictions.
Sometimes I think I'm the catalyst that makes things work out for other people.
Sometimes I think that polarizing property is what keeps me so isolated.
Sometimes I think that polarizing property is what keeps me so isolated.
What did I do to become so socially retarded?
I'll always be a virgin, and I'll never find work. I'm sure of it.
I'll always be a virgin, and I'll never find work. I'm sure of it.
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huzzah:
Neither do I.
This just started. I'm oddly compelled to collect every Bowie, Morrissey, and the Smiths CD available.
No one else though, until I find some other artist I love as much as them.
And that's a whole lot, so I don't see it happening any time soon.
This just started. I'm oddly compelled to collect every Bowie, Morrissey, and the Smiths CD available.
No one else though, until I find some other artist I love as much as them.
And that's a whole lot, so I don't see it happening any time soon.
joesph90:
Hey....remember your only 18!
Trust me with your Mr Albarn looks it won't be long!
Trust me with your Mr Albarn looks it won't be long!
Even when I don't feel miserable, it still seems like killing myself is the only logical next step.
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huzzah:
I know how you feel, and that's terrible. I hate knowing there's some one who feels like that too. If you need to talk to any one, feel free to IM me. I'm always on, because I have no life.
Oh, and I absolutely love Viva Hate. Though, it's really hard to pick a favorite in his solo career. Do you know how many studio records he has? Not like.. singles, collections, and things...
Anyways, please feel better. =)
Oh, and I absolutely love Viva Hate. Though, it's really hard to pick a favorite in his solo career. Do you know how many studio records he has? Not like.. singles, collections, and things...
Anyways, please feel better. =)
huzzah:
Bleh. I still need to buy Kill Uncle, Southpaw Grammar, and Maladjusted.
I'd like to own all of his CDs. I'm weird and like to have full collections of certain artists.
=D
I'd like to own all of his CDs. I'm weird and like to have full collections of certain artists.
=D
It was easier to wait when there was something to wait for.
Now I'm waiting for nothing.....I just want to keel over. I sit here all day doing nothing, completely alone.
Now I'm waiting for nothing.....I just want to keel over. I sit here all day doing nothing, completely alone.
ladylovelybrit:
totally know what your talking about......but don't do what I did and settle for shit to feel better.....
I'm begining to hate everyone.
I'm considering buying a gun and.....well...
Yeah.
I'm considering buying a gun and.....well...
Yeah.
I hope I stop torturing myself.
I hope I die because I know I'm not strong enough to stop torturing myself.
I hope I die because I know I'm not strong enough to stop torturing myself.
musical_poet:
Dude, you'll be fine. You have to make yourself happy. What makes you happy? and don't say nothing because..there's always something that makes people happy, even if it's one thing.
joesph90:
You look alot like Damon Albarn from Blur.....so things can't be that bad!
I
Can't
Win
God
Damnit
Can't
Win
God
Damnit
I need more Left Banke.
Before I dropped my psychologist for being an ass, he told me I have no support system and no real guidance in life.
I'm starting to realize how true that is...
I'm starting to realize how true that is...
I have no idea where to start though......I don't have a parrot, but do have a canary?