I am back on the site. I am not doing too well, broke up with my girlfriend and am now in therapy. 
So, yea, I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I guess I have had it for awhile but only recent events have triggered the need to deal with it.
I had a great girlfriend and I totally ruined it by flipping out at her. I have got it under control through meds but there is a lot of work ahead. I know it's not about her, but me.
I hope to find others going through similar ordeals. Life is too short to go on being an asshole to everyone around me.
So, yea, I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I guess I have had it for awhile but only recent events have triggered the need to deal with it.
I had a great girlfriend and I totally ruined it by flipping out at her. I have got it under control through meds but there is a lot of work ahead. I know it's not about her, but me.
I hope to find others going through similar ordeals. Life is too short to go on being an asshole to everyone around me.
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I do not feel like I cannot cry because I do not feel the pain, but it just will not come.
and that is exactly how I feel. It was definitely the Prozac causing it, now that I'm off of it I do get a bit misty sometimes. Last night I was finishing a book with some emotional stuff at the end and got a little teary. So I know the tear ducts still work... it's just hard to get it to come out!