I'm soo tired today well I have been all weekend. It was a late night I didnt get home till about 4. I ended up going to Kent last night to meet Abby and Heather who were already extremely drunk. A few of there other friends were up there as well and we ended up bar hopping for a bit until her friends decided to...
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Sonic Youth is going to play at the pitchfork concert .. NICE I can't wait for that.
I got a bit too drunk last night going to Thrusdays to dance. The night was fun there was even a bit of a bar fight great stuff. It always nice to pretend I can dance to some nice music. Abby was being a bit odd I've been...
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I got a bit too drunk last night going to Thrusdays to dance. The night was fun there was even a bit of a bar fight great stuff. It always nice to pretend I can dance to some nice music. Abby was being a bit odd I've been...
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deny:
I'm not good with im'ing or anything like that. I have to take a few minutes to think of what I want to say without sounding like a moron about it. 
amandaz:
thanks for the well wishes.
how was your st pats day?
i think you drunk texted me.
how was your st pats day?
i think you drunk texted me.
zissou:
you're always changing those profile pics! i like the middle one best
Ugh somedays I don't even know why I get out of bed. I've been feeling pretty good lately for the most part or at least trying to but all it takes is one little stupid thing then I'm wallowing in self pity pretty damn pathetic. Lisa asked me last night why I'm so shy around her and it just gave me flashbacks to the whole...
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pixiestyx:
you are perfect you know......... 
this may be off subject, but I just had some ass suggest to me that Sylvia Plath and Dostoevsky, and da VInci, Van Gough and MIshima (I won't go on here) and so many GREAT minds would have benefited from medication so that they could be "normal"
perhaps the beauty in you is something that cannot be seen or offered by "normalicy". You are perfect, and yes the world judges you against "normalicy" but the right person will see who you are and what you are and will give you the lattitude to be comfortable within your own skin......
this may be off subject, but I just had some ass suggest to me that Sylvia Plath and Dostoevsky, and da VInci, Van Gough and MIshima (I won't go on here) and so many GREAT minds would have benefited from medication so that they could be "normal"
perhaps the beauty in you is something that cannot be seen or offered by "normalicy". You are perfect, and yes the world judges you against "normalicy" but the right person will see who you are and what you are and will give you the lattitude to be comfortable within your own skin......
blueleftshoe:
yeah if i could create some of the great works those people did i might feel better
This morning while sweeping the kitchen I found a briar on our rug. It got me to thinking I can't really remember the last time I really came across one. These little sticky sons on bitches use to be an almost daily thing in my life but somewhere through the years drifted out without me even being aware of it. Then I get to thinking...
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liv:
arg ui should break the cycle too
if we made a bet i'm sure u'd win... i break the habit but i came back like i really love it
if we made a bet i'm sure u'd win... i break the habit but i came back like i really love it
Well I got tickets 
pitchfork looks i have at least one road trip lined up for the summer. My only goal now is getting peopel to actually go with me and well trying to find some lodging up there i dont want to pay i'm cheap.
Friday, July 13
Pitchfork Music Festival
& All Tomorrow's Parties Present: Don't Look Back
Saturday, July 14
Cat Power...
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pitchfork looks i have at least one road trip lined up for the summer. My only goal now is getting peopel to actually go with me and well trying to find some lodging up there i dont want to pay i'm cheap. Friday, July 13
Pitchfork Music Festival
& All Tomorrow's Parties Present: Don't Look Back
Saturday, July 14
Cat Power...
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pixiestyx:
sounds like fun, gawd I need a roadtrip........
coffee and cigarettes are now over powered by the need to run away from home.....
have fun
coffee and cigarettes are now over powered by the need to run away from home.....
have fun
blueleftshoe:
funny random fact: my daughter thinks you're a Suicide Girl since you're on this site. You're her favorite one! She just said so. bawahahaha.
Nice I'm someone's favorite SG
I like having numb lips.
Yesterday ending up being much better. After getting home I felt a bit cranky for reasons I stated along with I'm just a moody fucker as anyone who knows me will tell you. I'm not all bad though I tend to make myself sound worse than I actually am. Anyways I spent most of the morning/afternoon cleaning up the house....
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Yesterday ending up being much better. After getting home I felt a bit cranky for reasons I stated along with I'm just a moody fucker as anyone who knows me will tell you. I'm not all bad though I tend to make myself sound worse than I actually am. Anyways I spent most of the morning/afternoon cleaning up the house....
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pixiestyx:
a cheap meaningless F****
always does the trick
well, at least if they are a good contortionist........
always does the trick
well, at least if they are a good contortionist........
Here I am at 28 still feeling confused as fuck about thing. It never gets any easier this much I've figured out I once though some part of life would get easier but no it doesn't.
Tomorrow I'm seeing Lisa so the plans seem to be going so far which I'm excited about she's a great girl not too many of those are out there...
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Tomorrow I'm seeing Lisa so the plans seem to be going so far which I'm excited about she's a great girl not too many of those are out there...
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blueleftshoe:
yes i agree it's annoying as all hell but whatever. People make no sense to me in the least yet I still interact with them I must be completely insane.
copper:
what does Lisa do (her "goal that consumes her")?
A lot of girls I know, if they like a boy they'll dole out lots of attention, then back off just to see if he'll start making moves. It's a test to see if they're(the girl) actually liked or just a convenience (to the boy).
But....everyone's different, so....I could be dead wrong.
A lot of girls I know, if they like a boy they'll dole out lots of attention, then back off just to see if he'll start making moves. It's a test to see if they're(the girl) actually liked or just a convenience (to the boy).
But....everyone's different, so....I could be dead wrong.
Man i feel like such a dweeb tonight I'm missing Lisa I'm suppose to see her Saturday... well I bit drunk tonight want to see her now and just snooze with her. I have to say it's wonderful to have someone around that seems to miss me and really wants to hang but at the same time I"m sort of afraid of it just well...
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copper:
you find yourself longing for a snoozer/cuddler....and me, well, I'm in a relationship & I miss make-out sessions with semi-strangers........the grass always greener and all that bullshit, huh?
Dating sucks in general. I don't think there is a decent looking person with any brains within a 20 mile radius of where ever I might be. lol. But I do live in a place where stupidity reigns...so that might be it. lol