blueleftshoe

I found this clip of the actor Mark Parsons who starred in Deadpan Valentine which was a great movie and he's a great actor. I love the little valentines rant from the movie that's in there. I'm just going to read and watch more movies I find talking to people lately a waste of time people are just fuck offs.

Deadpan Valentine

*copied from myspace but I think it does good in describing myself as a whole right now so I post it here too.



truth is pretty obvious


There is that frustration of not knowing where to turn next for the next happy buzz of life. I tell myself if I can't be happy with nothing then I'll never learn to be happy with everything. Happiness...
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This weekend has gone well today I'm just being lazy again I finally just now got dressed at three now I need to go get some food.

Last night was fun we checked out the art then they were having an afterparty at the pub that was a few stores down. The drinks were cheap and we got a discount for attending the art show....
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I'm just being a lazy slacker today but I have taken two showers. In a few hours Beth is going to pick me up to go to some art show in Lakewood. This week started out in a bit of a negative funk but I'm feeling better now about things and life it's just trying to keep that happy focused mind set instead of wandering...
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It's just been a really long day. For the most part it was a great day but I"m just worn out along with feeling a little down. I took the day off and went to the film festival which was great I hung out with Gabrielle most of the day at Tower City and ate a shit load of candy. Tonight was a bit of...
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I'm feeling a lot better now well pretty much anyways.

I'm taking tomorrow off Abby said she'd see a film with me. Indie films rock i dont know what i'll see maybe some gay cowboy movie where they eat pudding

I'm sort of out of it this morning. I ended up going over Lisa's last night after all finally just telling her I'd be over. Really I didn't get any sleep though trying to sleep on a couch with someone else is well not something that works especially with someone who hogs covers pushes and all that other good stuff. Finally around 8:45 this morning...
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I haven't stopped sneezing all day I hate today. I got along with people slightly better today but I guess I was still sort of a smart ass and a tad nasty. People insist on interacting though what can I do.

Girls don't make it much better in the least either. I hate mixed messages I'm a person who just wants a straight fucking answer...
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My alergies are really bothering me again or well my sinus problems are back again which is just great. I'm just tired stressed and unhappy I've been trying to be more upbeat but not this week I can't do it. I just feel like being extremely introverted and not speak to anyone. I hate people who try to interact with me or ask if I'm...
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