My phone is turned off for the moment. I guess that's what happens when you don't pay for things. Somedays I get so sick of being poor and not having the ability to remedy the situation. Every little mistake I make is magnified since i have such little margin for error. Something that might not be a big deal for someone else turns into something...
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I'm back now Thanks to Steph 
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blueleftshoe:
no you can't you have to have your best bud in the whole world here with you.
no you can't you have to have your best bud in the whole world here with you.
bahbahblacksheep:
word to the beard.
well I"m cancelling my account... I ran my phone bill way up because i was stupid... yeah it was 400 something but over a hundred of that was from overdue bills
but fuck yeah i'm poor.. bye
but fuck yeah i'm poor.. bye
pinecrest:
noo
that sucks.. well i have your instant messenger anyhow.. i will harrass you
that sucks.. well i have your instant messenger anyhow.. i will harrass you
brownies for breakfast are good.
being out of school is good.
a fresh pot of coffee is good.
looking at naked girls in the morning is good.
having a space heater blowign on my toes is good.
5 more days till christmas and I've been very good.
being out of school is good.
a fresh pot of coffee is good.
looking at naked girls in the morning is good.
having a space heater blowign on my toes is good.
5 more days till christmas and I've been very good.
i shaved... well mostly shaved i still have bit of a goatee it looks dumb. Perhaps I'll keep it.
I got a bottle of wine tonight and nothing else to do but get intoxicated.
I got a bottle of wine tonight and nothing else to do but get intoxicated.
bahbahblacksheep:
why did you lose the beard? it was rather nifty.
the holidays make me wish I was in some kind of substantial relationship. I would like that other person there perhaps I crutch I don't someone I can take comfort in. Someone who knows me and I know them it sounds nice in thought anyways. I haven't been able to find the semblence of something like that though.. people are just blood suckers trying to...
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bahbahblacksheep:
word.
did you have a happy thanksgiving? i cooked a bunch of food. was yummy.
did you have a happy thanksgiving? i cooked a bunch of food. was yummy.
yeah I'm hexed it has to be that.
I did come across a black cat recently but does that explain everything?
I'll write up my latest annoyance later I"m lazy.
bahbahblacksheep:
I am too.
Well I own a black cat, but my problems began way before that.
Well I own a black cat, but my problems began way before that.
blueleftshoe:
yeah mine too... i like black cats anyways I wouldn't blame them
Katie fell in love with someone. Damn that's a real kick to the groin. So it looks like the only person around right now is that crazy girl Anna... fuck i'm trying to get rid of her but I'm trying to becareful about it I don't trust her she's unstable. This is depressing though Katie was pretty cool perhaps I could of liked her more...
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blueleftshoe:
Well I remember the girl talking about this guy the last time I hung out with her. I didnt' mind whatever we had because there was never a big deal made out of my prolong periods of not talking to her. I didn't call much and I didnt have to. She was fun on the occassions I did see her... but falling in love and all that jazz like that whatever.
God tonight sucked ass steph... I posted a blog on myspace if you care to read it.
God tonight sucked ass steph... I posted a blog on myspace if you care to read it.
bahbahblacksheep:
oh I'll go read it. I'm gonna just add you on there. i didn't before just because i'll be dead space on your friend list because i don't really use it. i've blogged a bit on there but not much. i always forget about it. no one reads it anyhow. i just have my account so i can read your stuff.
I went to see Shopgirl tonight. It was a pretty lovely movie I can't say that about too many movies anymore. The lead singer from sun kil moon is in the movie as well that is so great as well. Jason Schwartzman always makes me smile as well the kid can really act and well steve martin is just a god.
I get the feeling I would like to be someone else somewhere else doing something else. I would like to be a place where the ugliness of life was never a factor... I wish I hadn't swallowed as much as I have. I wish I felt like less of a shell of myself than I do.
Above all else I hate my outer image. I...
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bahbahblacksheep:
no you're not.
I'm sorry your phone is off. I was just about to ask you for your number again since I always lose it. We haven't talked in ages, not that we have to, and I don't really like phone conversations anyhow, but I do like knowing that I can call my friends iif I chose to. Does that make sense?
I've been wondering if you're still planning on graduate school, and maybe now isn't the best time to ask. I liked when you thought about Chicago, damnit. I know I'll be up there within the next year.
Screw the phone it's just a big pain in the ass anyways. I hate spending money on something i dont use that much.
Chicago sounds good still... perhaps I can turn things around. I mean I don't know what the fuck i'm doing