blueleftshoe

you always find the best pictures. i'm jealous. i go to google images and type in random words but all i find is crap.

i guess i'm just lucky like that

One person's loser, is another person's treasure. Ha, and I'm so not a glass half full kindof gal....oh and don't tell me who to or not to talk to, I prefer to distinguish losers for myself if you don't mind and so far I don't smell any on you. I could be wrong, but who cares?

Ok, loser....

what's wrong, david?

stop wacking off.

you need to update.

i hate how friends rotate.

haha, you went away after i said that.

ha yeah I don't sleep well if I don't take something to help me sleep.

Yeah sometimes I have trouble writting everything and anything but I just try to close my eyes and whip it out. It's depressing though to see people cut you after writing a blog even if I don't care about the person it's just a matter that something you wrote made someone not want to be a internet friend espcially when you're not even being ignorant.

I don't do LJ too much I go through spurts.

yeah, it's not even the internet people that bother me as much as the real life people. those are the ones that i don't want reading all my stuff. they even bring it up and talk about whatever i've posted when we talk in real life. that's just weird.

i read lj but that's about it.

most of the time i can't sleep w/out taking something. the only other way is by completely wearing myself out. i can never develop a routine.

i don't recall anyone cutting me for something i've typed, though i would have cut me for some of the shit i've typed, especially when i've lashed out calling everyone an asshole and the like. last time i did that i was really referring to my friends here and they knew it. they just ignored me though.

ha a kick in the ass would do me wonders.

Alright... I've got my shit kickers on.

mmm, black coffee. I like it that way sometimes.

I just read the 158 Pound Marriage. I was looking through a list of his books and realized I had not read that one. The only one of his that I never could get into was Son of the Circus. I tried for a while but just couldn't.

I've never read Clevenger. I just read the amazon review for Dermaphoria. Doesn't really seem like my cup of tea, but who knows. I've picked up books I thought that I would hate but loved them after I read them.

I went to GoodWill today to find a cheap book. I got all excited when I though I found a Faulkner, but it wasn't that Faulkner. They had plenty of Irving, but I had read all of them. I got a Tolkin that I haven't read and some other book that I'd never heard of. I can't seem to read enough lately.

yeah it's a strange book so far but i like strange weird books.

I think I may have tried to read that circus book i dont recall but I've been avoiding Irving since.

why so silent, oh great one?

I just feel like crap and don't have much to say I guess.

you sound very bummed man, if i do this.... with my eyes will it cheer you up?

Ahem, where's my playlist? I got another cdburner and I'm ready to make me your cd.

peanut butter m&m's are the best.

you'll have your job, don't you worry.

i've got to get a book too. i think i'm going to get the faulkner you recommended. i've gotten all the fantasy novel desire out of my system for now. i've read a couple of those since we last talked of books.

well now you have the playlist

I have no clue as what to read I'm going to have to make some random selection which can either be good or bad. I could read something else by Bukowski but i dont know I don't like to do the same person two in a row. I'm in the mood for something dark and moody.