blueleftshoe

Finals are coming up next week I guess the first semester back in school has been alright even though I dropped one class and am only taking two at the moment. It took me a bit to get my brain warmed up but I'm doing better. I'm still having issues with things though my depression and social anxiety are kind of bad at the moment. I'm trying to work around them I haven't been drinking much, try to stick to a healthy diet and meditate though I know I should be doing other things as well. The only person I really get out to see is Abby and she never really wants to leave her apartment which really doesn't help I need to get out more. It would help if I could find a job I had an interview yesterday and one tomorrow so hopefully one of them works out....I have to say I don't want to work well at least at another job I hate. I suppose sometimes you don't really get to decide when you need money so I just try to get something I hate the least.

It's a cold rainy day I like these days sometimes but they do suck when you are forced to go out. I guess I'll do my best to cram some information into my brain.