blueleftshoe

I forget to forget nothing is important.

life is pretty good right now well my state of mind is pretty good I think I found my peace at least for the time being. I don't want to run and I don't have the desire to drown the pain.

I'm planning on having a big celebration for my 30th birthday.... really it will be my first real birthday party. I never had anything that extravagent growing up not that i'm planning anything really grand other than inviting everyone i know and don't know to come over and just celebrate my life with me. I'm happy and want to share that.

Things are going pretty good with Laura other than the religion thing. I have to get in better shape though that girl really wears me out she always in the mood...not that i'm not but fuck there is only so much one guy who's in not so great shape going towards 30 can do..... hours of getting it on is not all that easy anymore. Eh it's all in good fun though i guess that's what i get for dating someone younger than me.

I really want to go to a water park.