blueleftshoe

Things defintly seem to be going a bit odd this year. Last night after working I ended up going over Beth's to hang out. She was with Cristin have some wine and smoking a bit. Then of course I ended up smoking a bit which is something I rarely do anymore it felt sort of odd but relaxing I guess it helped relieve some of tension I've been feeling. She was watching the dvd of some odd hippie band Can but I guess it went along with the night. After Cristin left we watched Ravenous (which is a great fucking cannibal movie). Things went a bit weird from there Beth asked if it would be cool if she sat next to me which was cool with me. After the movie we ended up making out but the weirdest thing is how it came about she said something like I want to kiss you but I dont want to make things weird or hurt me or something of the nature. I don't know perhaps making out with a friend right now isn't the best of ideas but fuck I like making out it's a weakness of mine. I do hope this doesn't make things weird because I have to say I just want a friendship with her but I wouldn't mind the making out from time to time. Am really enjoying the just being single thing and meeting different people instead of just investing a lot of emotions in one person just to have it all be a let down. Instead lots of kissing and feeling up some boobs sounds like a better option


That's just a bit of the movie oh yeah and Damon from Blur does the awesome soundtrack.