blueleftshoe

Man i feel like such a dweeb tonight I'm missing Lisa I'm suppose to see her Saturday... well I bit drunk tonight want to see her now and just snooze with her. I have to say it's wonderful to have someone around that seems to miss me and really wants to hang but at the same time I"m sort of afraid of it just well because those situations haven't always ended the best for me. I'm just tryin got play it cool though like any sane person would but all I can think about is how awesome she is and how well we have clicked.

Tonight I went out to Thrusdays with Abby and some couple she knows. They were a bit annoying the guy is Indian and a bit insecure about his girl they seem to have a lot problems which I guess I would attribute to cultural differnces I don't knot but a lot of jealously going on. I don't deal well with guys that get like that but whatever I try to steer clear of drama.. I presonaly wouldn't be in a relationship with a lot of it mysel. I tend to trust people until given a reason not to. Anyways I probably drank too much but I had a lot of fun dancing to good music so the night was fun otherwise.

I just need to pass out but it would be much better with someone in bed with me I'm starting to get to that weird point where I'd much rather have someone be in bed with me. I havent been like that for god knows how long I was perfectly fine with being alone but now well fuck. Anyone want to come snooze I don't snore?