blueleftshoe

I hate sundays they always feel like the worse all I plan on doing now is getting drunk or close enough where I don't feel so shitty. I feel kind of crappy because I left my friends art demo early just now. The place was pretty crowded and I'm not especially close with any of her other friends. I have social anxiety so being around a bunch of people i dont know who all seem to be having a great time associating with one another makes me feel odd. I wasn't in that great of a mood before I had wanted to just stay in and lay about like the depressed slug I am today.

I'm getting ready to watch the squid and the whale now hopefully it's good. I wanted wine but all BP had was some arbor mist crap so i had to go for beer how depressing.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't the only messed up person around. Everyone else seems so much better put together than myself here I am trying to use ducktape just to keep it all in.