blueleftshoe

The movie was alright I enjoyed it for the most part. I'm hard to please anymore not much seems to grab me in a way I'd prefer. I had fun last night though seeing the movie then having something to eat with someone I didn't really know.

Really I think I need to stop chatting with girls who are in school at the moment. I appreciate an educated persom much more so than someone who is dense but right now I sort of would like to meet someone that I can spend some time with. That's just a thought though perhaps in a few months I'd like to have be talking to someone that only wants to see me once a week. I go through strange periods I guess sometimes I really need space and sometimes I just would like to have someone around. I'll never pretend most of what I feel makes much sense or is at all logical but it seems to me emotions rarely follows any set logic. I think in the past that is what has really intimidated me the most about the whole romance/love thing it's not someone you can figure out if you study it hard enough or take notes. In the end it will never go as you want it to or how you'd like it yet it can still pleasantly suprise you. It's just all the unknowns which in manys are good but like any unknown sort of intimidating in a way because you know it can be just as bad as well. I don't know it's a saturday morning and I should really be sleeping but sleeping isn't something I'm good at unlike 90% of the human population.

I need to do something besides thinking today perhaps some drinking would be much better.