blueleftshoe

Life is just grand I'm having some rose wine tonight watching Shaun of the Dead.

Tomorrow night i'm going to the lime spider with Beth to see one of her friends bands which should be really nice all I see lately is local shows but it's really enjoyable. I'm happy to have become friend with Beth she's one of the better people I've gotten to know for a while. I've been talking to this girl Lisa online this past week who I've been really crushing on we might hang out sometime soon which is cool. She's redhead too which I have to say I've always had a thing for something about the redhair. I swear though I have to stop meeting girls online but I guess it's easier for people who are shy and have social anxiety like myself.

I have to say Feb. has been a rough month and it's only half over. Today at work we found out this lady we work with husband got killed in some accident in Montana he's a truck driver I guess. I don't know her well but a lot of people seemed pretty upset. The thing that really sucks though is she left a few weeks ago from work because she had kidney stones I guess some people are having a worse go at things than myself. I could only imagine going through that in one month. I try not to be one who bitches too much at life because I know it could always be worse. Yeah I haven't been paid in nearly a month and a girl I liked has pretty much gone awol but it's nothing worse than what I've experienced before. My perception has really changed a lot going into this new year I'm just learning to go with what is there.