blueleftshoe

I have to go take a drug test in a few minutes that I really dont want to take. I know I'll pass but for some reason just going there makes me ill I hate social interaction. Peeing in a cup isn't my ideal way to start a thursday. Anyways I'm pretty much hired in now I just have to pass the drug test and a background check. I don't have a criminal record as far as I know but for some reason I still have this anxious feeling that I wont get in because some hidden offense I didn't know about.. I never really believe things until they happen no matter how sure I am of them.

Last night I saw Last Kiss with Abby and Heather. Talk about depressing movies about relationships but I guess it's better than those hopelessly romantic ones where everything works out like you could only hope for. I do get tired of movies constantly painting guys as jackasses that only have the ability to think with their dicks though fuck I'm tired of stereotyping in general. No one should be stereotyped and just because I fit into the most common group doesn't make it any more acceptable I"m a white male yeah sure but fuck I get annoyed at the shit sometimes. All white people don't talk weird and nasally eating mayo sandwiches... not all guys want to fuck every girl they see and only likes sports wanting to lay on the couch and sip beer all the time. The movie was alright though decent stuff.

This weekend my mom wants me to go with her to Columbus for some reason. I don't know why but saturday I guess I'm going out there with her it's something to do so what the hell might be fun who knows.

Why is peeing in a cup such an anxiety producing event?


Tonight after work though I plan on going to Thursday's with Abby and Heather in order to celebrate my hiring in. I want to shake my groove thing