blueleftshoe

I need a good picture to put up but i dont have a working camera so crappy old pictures shall do.

Anyways it's friday another week is about over yippy but really it just means the start of a new week is coming up. I've woke up with another headache. Last night I had a dream about living in some weird shitty apartment in NY why couldn't that dream come true. It didn't make much sense though at nights me apartment doubled as a bar which wasn't the best I don't like being around a lot of people. The bathroom was pretty strange as well the differnt bathroom appliances were located in random rooms one had the sink one had the toilet and the bath was in some other with clothes lying all over the place. Instead only the crappy dreams I have come true... yesterday I had a dream my tire went flat so I woke up to go look at my car to find my tire flat. Life is grand especially when you don't have a viable spare so I had to have my mom come out so she could drive me to go get a tire the really great stuff you want to deal with first thing in the morning.

I haven't been eating much lately. My nerves are shot and my anxiety is getting to me. I've lost about 5 pounds I'm around 145 which i guess is cool I was gettng a bit of a gut. Part of it there just isn't food I really feel like eating so I just don't eat. It just makes me feel sick to eat food that I'm not in the mood for.