Right now I'm just tired of myself. I wish I could be someone else at times not cause I hate who I am just because I know others don't care who I am. That should matter well for me it does suppose that's hard for people to understand. I've always been the unwanted isolated thrown away overlooked person. It sure doesn't help one's selfesteem to be invisible or at the very least just glanced over. I want to be more hip or cool I want to be seen as being more interesting... or maybe I just don't want to be.
The bastard son of a 100 maniacs... I'm watching the nightmare on elm street series I so stupidly wasted my money on today.
My heart just feels heavy I know it's not me though it's just my stupid body. Life is just frustrating to me... I don't want to feel depressed but I do.
The bastard son of a 100 maniacs... I'm watching the nightmare on elm street series I so stupidly wasted my money on today.
My heart just feels heavy I know it's not me though it's just my stupid body. Life is just frustrating to me... I don't want to feel depressed but I do.
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Thanks for caring though steph I know you always have you're a great friend better than most no make that all of the friends I know personally.