zissou:
you're always changing those profile pics! i like the middle one best
Ugh somedays I don't even know why I get out of bed. I've been feeling pretty good lately for the most part or at least trying to but all it takes is one little stupid thing then I'm wallowing in self pity pretty damn pathetic. Lisa asked me last night why I'm so shy around her and it just gave me flashbacks to the whole...
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pixiestyx:
you are perfect you know......... 
this may be off subject, but I just had some ass suggest to me that Sylvia Plath and Dostoevsky, and da VInci, Van Gough and MIshima (I won't go on here) and so many GREAT minds would have benefited from medication so that they could be "normal"
perhaps the beauty in you is something that cannot be seen or offered by "normalicy". You are perfect, and yes the world judges you against "normalicy" but the right person will see who you are and what you are and will give you the lattitude to be comfortable within your own skin......
this may be off subject, but I just had some ass suggest to me that Sylvia Plath and Dostoevsky, and da VInci, Van Gough and MIshima (I won't go on here) and so many GREAT minds would have benefited from medication so that they could be "normal"
perhaps the beauty in you is something that cannot be seen or offered by "normalicy". You are perfect, and yes the world judges you against "normalicy" but the right person will see who you are and what you are and will give you the lattitude to be comfortable within your own skin......
blueleftshoe:
yeah if i could create some of the great works those people did i might feel better
This morning while sweeping the kitchen I found a briar on our rug. It got me to thinking I can't really remember the last time I really came across one. These little sticky sons on bitches use to be an almost daily thing in my life but somewhere through the years drifted out without me even being aware of it. Then I get to thinking...
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liv:
arg ui should break the cycle too
if we made a bet i'm sure u'd win... i break the habit but i came back like i really love it
if we made a bet i'm sure u'd win... i break the habit but i came back like i really love it
Well I got tickets 
pitchfork looks i have at least one road trip lined up for the summer. My only goal now is getting peopel to actually go with me and well trying to find some lodging up there i dont want to pay i'm cheap.
Friday, July 13
Pitchfork Music Festival
& All Tomorrow's Parties Present: Don't Look Back
Saturday, July 14
Cat Power...
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pitchfork looks i have at least one road trip lined up for the summer. My only goal now is getting peopel to actually go with me and well trying to find some lodging up there i dont want to pay i'm cheap. Friday, July 13
Pitchfork Music Festival
& All Tomorrow's Parties Present: Don't Look Back
Saturday, July 14
Cat Power...
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pixiestyx:
sounds like fun, gawd I need a roadtrip........
coffee and cigarettes are now over powered by the need to run away from home.....
have fun
coffee and cigarettes are now over powered by the need to run away from home.....
have fun
blueleftshoe:
funny random fact: my daughter thinks you're a Suicide Girl since you're on this site. You're her favorite one! She just said so. bawahahaha.
Nice I'm someone's favorite SG
I like having numb lips.
Yesterday ending up being much better. After getting home I felt a bit cranky for reasons I stated along with I'm just a moody fucker as anyone who knows me will tell you. I'm not all bad though I tend to make myself sound worse than I actually am. Anyways I spent most of the morning/afternoon cleaning up the house....
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Yesterday ending up being much better. After getting home I felt a bit cranky for reasons I stated along with I'm just a moody fucker as anyone who knows me will tell you. I'm not all bad though I tend to make myself sound worse than I actually am. Anyways I spent most of the morning/afternoon cleaning up the house....
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pixiestyx:
a cheap meaningless F****
always does the trick
well, at least if they are a good contortionist........
always does the trick
well, at least if they are a good contortionist........
Here I am at 28 still feeling confused as fuck about thing. It never gets any easier this much I've figured out I once though some part of life would get easier but no it doesn't.
Tomorrow I'm seeing Lisa so the plans seem to be going so far which I'm excited about she's a great girl not too many of those are out there...
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Tomorrow I'm seeing Lisa so the plans seem to be going so far which I'm excited about she's a great girl not too many of those are out there...
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blueleftshoe:
yes i agree it's annoying as all hell but whatever. People make no sense to me in the least yet I still interact with them I must be completely insane.
copper:
what does Lisa do (her "goal that consumes her")?
A lot of girls I know, if they like a boy they'll dole out lots of attention, then back off just to see if he'll start making moves. It's a test to see if they're(the girl) actually liked or just a convenience (to the boy).
But....everyone's different, so....I could be dead wrong.
A lot of girls I know, if they like a boy they'll dole out lots of attention, then back off just to see if he'll start making moves. It's a test to see if they're(the girl) actually liked or just a convenience (to the boy).
But....everyone's different, so....I could be dead wrong.
Man i feel like such a dweeb tonight I'm missing Lisa I'm suppose to see her Saturday... well I bit drunk tonight want to see her now and just snooze with her. I have to say it's wonderful to have someone around that seems to miss me and really wants to hang but at the same time I"m sort of afraid of it just well...
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copper:
you find yourself longing for a snoozer/cuddler....and me, well, I'm in a relationship & I miss make-out sessions with semi-strangers........the grass always greener and all that bullshit, huh?
I'm just feeling tired today if life was fair I could just crawl back into bed and snooze the day away maybe even have someone joing me even better. Yet life being what it is I have to go to work I need to ingest some caffeine or some other stimulant but I feel like a slug. I got some vitamin water at Target but...
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zissou:
love love love that calendar 
Tonight I went out to the Zephyr with Gabrielle and Heather which was cool it's been a while since we went out drinking in Kent. I haven't really been down there much since things cooled with Tori. It was fine though to have a few beers and chat after work ugh I hate my job. Of course when I left the bar there was snow...
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devilsreject:
Don't say winter will never end. Please don't. I swear i am going to cry if i wake up to a snow covered truck again. I want to take my motorcycle out.
Just stopped by to say hi to a fellow Ohoian
Just stopped by to say hi to a fellow Ohoian
devilsreject:
The problem is when spring DOES get here, it doesn't necessarily mean that the snow stops. Stupid snow.
I am ready for a nice 60 day, as bad as that sounds, 60 would be awesome right now
I am ready for a nice 60 day, as bad as that sounds, 60 would be awesome right now
There is a lot of sadness anger and hurt in my life but really i think I've come across someone really special in my life. As of now I can't really tell but all indications are point to yes as of now. We'll see how it goes I'm sort of paranoid about the whole thing if I have to be honest. I'm more able to...
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zissou:
do you really? i hate that birthmark, i want to get some big tattoo and cover it up or something
zissou:
ouch!!! that must've been killer! i hate mine, it makes me feel so self conscious!
Cutting your own hair is always such a strange feeling for me. I always feel anxious when I decide to do it I hold the scissors up to my hair going against what I've always been told. I remember getting in trouble for trimming my hair once with saftey scissors when i was about 5 well I trimmed the cat as well I guess they...
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pixiestyx:
hey luv,
you're brilliant
your heads on straight
your clarity is at direct odds with social norms
that's all
but most of the great thinkers are
your writing ain't so bad either
you're brilliant
your heads on straight
your clarity is at direct odds with social norms
that's all
but most of the great thinkers are
your writing ain't so bad either
blueleftshoe:
thanks for the lovely words they're much appreciated.
I love the way you write reminds me of something i use to do
The chaos you feel often speaks to me
I love the way you write reminds me of something i use to do
The chaos you feel often speaks to me