Sunday Oct 08, 2006

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Today I'm just bored depressed and lonely. I've just been washing clothes all day I probably should clean my room as well but I'm just not in the mood. Maybe I'll to get some ale and conditioner. Blah. whatever
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blueleftshoe:
ha a kick in the ass would do me wonders.
bahbahblacksheep:
Alright... I've got my shit kickers on.

Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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bahbahblacksheep:
mmm, black coffee. I like it that way sometimes.

I just read the 158 Pound Marriage. I was looking through a list of his books and realized I had not read that one. The only one of his that I never could get into was Son of the Circus. I tried for a while but just couldn't.

I've never read Clevenger. I just read the amazon review for Dermaphoria. Doesn't really seem like my cup of tea, but who knows. I've picked up books I thought that I would hate but loved them after I read them.

I went to GoodWill today to find a cheap book. I got all excited when I though I found a Faulkner, but it wasn't that Faulkner. They had plenty of Irving, but I had read all of them. I got a Tolkin that I haven't read and some other book that I'd never heard of. I can't seem to read enough lately.
blueleftshoe:
yeah it's a strange book so far but i like strange weird books.

I think I may have tried to read that circus book i dont recall but I've been avoiding Irving since.

Monday Sep 25, 2006

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Okkervil River- It Ends With A Fall



Wish I could remember
why it mattered to me.
It doesn't matter to me.
It doesn't matter to me
anymore.
Now that you're
feeling fine,
I'll admit that - though

I know it's coming down,
and see it shattering me
- it doesn't matter to me,
and I'm not sadder for
seeing it come.
I'm not going to...
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bahbahblacksheep:
why so silent, oh great one?
blueleftshoe:
I just feel like crap and don't have much to say I guess.

Friday Sep 22, 2006

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I need a good picture to put up but i dont have a working camera so crappy old pictures shall do.

Anyways it's friday another week is about over yippy but really it just means the start of a new week is coming up. I've woke up with another headache. Last night I had a dream about living in some weird shitty apartment in NY...
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blacklace:
you sound very bummed man, if i do this.... eeek with my eyes will it cheer you up?

Monday Sep 18, 2006

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I don't like mondays well at least not this week.

I have a slight headache and not the slightest desire to work. Today I find out whether or not I get hired in for the position I interviewed for last week. I can't say I'm dying to have the job but if I don't it will just be depressing I can't stand rejection or failure....
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bahbahblacksheep:
Ahem, where's my playlist? kiss I got another cdburner and I'm ready to make me your cd.

peanut butter m&m's are the best.

you'll have your job, don't you worry.

i've got to get a book too. i think i'm going to get the faulkner you recommended. i've gotten all the fantasy novel desire out of my system for now. i've read a couple of those since we last talked of books.
blueleftshoe:
well now you have the playlist

I have no clue as what to read I'm going to have to make some random selection which can either be good or bad. I could read something else by Bukowski but i dont know I don't like to do the same person two in a row. I'm in the mood for something dark and moody.

Thursday Sep 14, 2006

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I still feel like I haven't gotten away from this black cloud that continues to hoover over me I don't know that I would ever be able to rid myself of it. It speaks to me telling what to say and how to feel about everything... it tells me to drink until sleep comes about easier... it tells me to consume as much caffeine as...
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Monday Sep 04, 2006

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It really sucks not having Steph here anymore now I have no one to talk about stuff with but I understand her reasons for leaving. Personally I don't know why I stay half the time.

I'm a pumpkin fix right now... all I want to eat is pumpkin pie and torts microwaved with pepperjack cheese nothing else sounds appealing. I got some blue moon pumpkin...
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bahbahblacksheep:
well, i did. just sometimes i remember that you post blogs here and i just come by your page to read. i don't have to log in to do that, just to reply so i don't most of the time.

so, give me my playlist, dork.
blueleftshoe:
ha i started it then lost track sorry...

this place is so lonely no one here ever talks to me guess I'm not cool enough.

Saturday Sep 02, 2006

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I went to see Wickerman last night with my roommates. For some reason I keep believing that hollywood will be able to make a decent remake of a horror classic but they almost always fail horribly at it. Even though I'm not a Nicholas Cage fan I though him being in the movie actually meant that this movie would actually be done by someone with...
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Sunday Aug 27, 2006

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If anyone is thinking of trying to kick the ceiling tha's probably not a good idea. Yeah I tried to do that earlier and ended up falling backwards cracking my head on the corner of the wall. So now I have a gash on my head. My roommate freaked out wanted me to go to the emergency room but yeah it wasn't that bad yeah...
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Sunday Aug 27, 2006

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I ended up crashing my bike yesterday but only got a few scrapes and bruises. I have to remember not to slam on the breaks while going down a hill I'm just happy the car behind me didn't run me over.

Today I'm going to PF Changs with my roommates. I think that's what it's called it's some Chinese place in Beachwood.

Saturday Aug 19, 2006

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My mum got me a bike for my birthday since I been wanting one. I've come to realize that I'm horribly out of shape a ten minute ride wore me out there are a lot of hills around here but still. Oh well I hope to get in somewhat decent shape. Hopefully I get hired in and hopefully I can get shit straightened out save...
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Friday Aug 18, 2006

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I hate trying to make a resume. I'm just trying to improve on the one that I made up last year but I still think it looks pathetic I don't know how to do this shit. Anyways I'm just trying to get one done because they're hiring where i'm temping right now and I seem to have a good chance to get in. I don't...
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