Am I the only one that finds it weird and creepy when people try to initiate cyber sex or whatever you want to call it. I'm thinking this is one of the reasons I try not to talk to too many people on the net. I always feel obliged to reply but I'm not going to pretend to get it on with someone I don't...
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blueleftshoe:
well just go on some creepy web site i'm sure they will.
bahbahblacksheep:
nah, they don't meet my standards.
I'm sort of dreading trying to sleep. I have a feeling it's either going to be a sleepless night or more bad dreams. I can't remember the last time I dreamt something nice and sweat. Instead there is just terror anxiety and death in my dreams nothing much pleasant especially when it' s been the past month. I need to find a new book to...
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blueleftshoe:
eh someone has to be weird right
bahbahblacksheep:
oh of course. you're the master of weirdness. 
IT's a cold depressing day. I'm trying to cook without really knowing what I'm making. I'm starting to amass a nice collection of tea since I got two more yesterday but they were on sale i got a lemon ginger and a green tea jasmin.
I went out earlier but the stores were crowded must be that christmas shoping anyways it was making my anxiety...
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I went out earlier but the stores were crowded must be that christmas shoping anyways it was making my anxiety...
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blueleftshoe:
I've been on a tea phase because I'm trying to cut down on caffeine. I love oolong as well but I don't think I have any right now.
bahbahblacksheep:
whoa, holy shit. haha.
Maybe I'm an ass but I won't tolerate people not treating me like they expect to be treated themselves. If you want to be stupid and over sensitive to everything said find but make sure you don't say anything remotely offensive to me without expecting me to call you out on that shit. Don't get pissy because I didn't hang out when I had plans...
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blueleftshoe:
i'[m drunk
bahbahblacksheep:
ha. i'm coming on aim then. you're usually funny when drunk.
bahbahblacksheep:
goddamnit! i missed the drunkedness. you're usually funny. unless you're not. well, 'cause then you're not.
i think i'm the only person alive that didn't enjoy elf. i'm not fond of will ferrell, though.
i think i'm the only person alive that didn't enjoy elf. i'm not fond of will ferrell, though.
bahbahblacksheep:
ok, that comment up there ^ really didn't make sense. ignore me.
Jamie OMGzzXcore (12:50:50 AM): my uncle had a good theory about it too
Jamie OMGzzXcore (12:50:55 AM): shoot everyone and no one will fuck with you
Blueleftshoe (12:51:28 AM): i dont want to shoot anyone
Blueleftshoe (12:51:41 AM): i just want to avoid them or curse them
Blueleftshoe (12:52:29 AM): i say no one in ohio anyways is worht a damn i'd like to move...
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Jamie OMGzzXcore (12:50:55 AM): shoot everyone and no one will fuck with you
Blueleftshoe (12:51:28 AM): i dont want to shoot anyone
Blueleftshoe (12:51:41 AM): i just want to avoid them or curse them
Blueleftshoe (12:52:29 AM): i say no one in ohio anyways is worht a damn i'd like to move...
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bahbahblacksheep:
that picture is sick! (i shouldn't have laughed at it though)
i say to hell with the kid. she doesn't know a damn thing. she lives at home with her mommy, no? yeah, i thought so. let her be spit out into this world as we were and then check back on her and see what her view on life and others is then. kids.
i say to hell with the kid. she doesn't know a damn thing. she lives at home with her mommy, no? yeah, i thought so. let her be spit out into this world as we were and then check back on her and see what her view on life and others is then. kids.
deny:
Whoa... That sounds rude!! Why do people say things just to try to hurt other people??
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bahbahblacksheep:
i can't edit that comment above now.
i just hate when people say things like that about themselves or their pictures. that is all.
i just hate when people say things like that about themselves or their pictures. that is all.
blueleftshoe:
oh don't worry about it i'm not feeling sorry for myself or wanting pity. I just don't care to look at myself I'm not attractive looking so I dont want to see it.
bahbahblacksheep:
you always find the best pictures. i'm jealous. i go to google images and type in random words but all i find is crap.
blueleftshoe:
i guess i'm just lucky like that
I'm a loser in care you wanted to know perhaps now you can not talk to me anymore. Thank you very much... if life is just in the least i wont wake up.
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bipolar_bear:
One person's loser, is another person's treasure. Ha, and I'm so not a glass half full kindof gal....oh and don't tell me who to or not to talk to, I prefer to distinguish losers for myself if you don't mind and so far I don't smell any on you. I could be wrong, but who cares?
bahbahblacksheep:
Ok, loser.... 
what's wrong, david?
what's wrong, david?
I have to go take a drug test in a few minutes that I really dont want to take. I know I'll pass but for some reason just going there makes me ill I hate social interaction. Peeing in a cup isn't my ideal way to start a thursday. Anyways I'm pretty much hired in now I just have to pass the drug test and...
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bahbahblacksheep:
stop wacking off.
you need to update.
i hate how friends rotate.
you need to update.
i hate how friends rotate.
bahbahblacksheep:
haha, you went away after i said that.
I can't sleep a lick if I don't take something to aid my sleep I can't decide if I want to be a sleeper or constantly awake. If I decide to stay awake I'm going to have to find more things to fill my day. All I do now is read,watch shitty shows on tv, and of course masturbate to crappy porn that is the...
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blueleftshoe:
ha yeah I don't sleep well if I don't take something to help me sleep.
Yeah sometimes I have trouble writting everything and anything but I just try to close my eyes and whip it out. It's depressing though to see people cut you after writing a blog even if I don't care about the person it's just a matter that something you wrote made someone not want to be a internet friend espcially when you're not even being ignorant.
I don't do LJ too much I go through spurts.
Yeah sometimes I have trouble writting everything and anything but I just try to close my eyes and whip it out. It's depressing though to see people cut you after writing a blog even if I don't care about the person it's just a matter that something you wrote made someone not want to be a internet friend espcially when you're not even being ignorant.
I don't do LJ too much I go through spurts.
bahbahblacksheep:
yeah, it's not even the internet people that bother me as much as the real life people. those are the ones that i don't want reading all my stuff. they even bring it up and talk about whatever i've posted when we talk in real life. that's just weird.
i read lj but that's about it.
most of the time i can't sleep w/out taking something. the only other way is by completely wearing myself out. i can never develop a routine.
i don't recall anyone cutting me for something i've typed, though i would have cut me for some of the shit i've typed, especially when i've lashed out calling everyone an asshole and the like. last time i did that i was really referring to my friends here and they knew it. they just ignored me though.
i read lj but that's about it.
most of the time i can't sleep w/out taking something. the only other way is by completely wearing myself out. i can never develop a routine.
i don't recall anyone cutting me for something i've typed, though i would have cut me for some of the shit i've typed, especially when i've lashed out calling everyone an asshole and the like. last time i did that i was really referring to my friends here and they knew it. they just ignored me though.