bluefromthesun

Carpe Noctem


You've broken me...
Forced me and ravaged me...

Never have I allowed anyone to defile my mind...
And penetrate my soul.

You've relentlessly raped my past...
And for that I hate myself...

I hate myself for letting you into my soul...
I hate you for forcing me;

I hate you for opening me up
And dispersing the shroud I built around me.

I hate you for all these things you did tonight
And enjoying every minute of it.

The memoirs of pain and suffering
You drank like a rabid bat.

And I detest that I liked it...
And I detest that allowed it...

My heart bursts in crimson tidings...
As I hid my feelings with a grin;

But I console myself with the taste
Of a droplet of your blood in my lips.

I closed my eyes and cherished the moment...
And await the morrow for another taste.

Demitri