bluefreak

what could be better then a thunderstorm and a sad song to listen to? this song is by far one of the best i have heard in a long time and it made me cry too the first time i heard it but thats probly cuz it is a GORGEOUS song and it has alot to deal with my current situation.

My Immortal by Evanescence

im so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it wont leave me alone

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried id wipe away all of your tears
when youd scream id fight away all of your fears
and iv held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now im bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasent dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried id wipe away all of your tears
when youd scream id fight away all of your fears
and iv heald your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone
and though your still with me
i've been alone all along