bluefreak

they say life sucks and then you die well i tell you my life sucks. i didnt think it would suck this much but it does. i hate to write but unfortunatly when your upset it comes soooo easily.

Suffer

another day inside my world locked away in the shadows. alone, forever alone with just my thoughts. my family never notices my pain all they ever seem to do is scream and shout. my only salvation left me and now i am left to suffer with my pain and anguish alone. my sadistic dreams haunt me whereever i go. thoughts of death hang over me with each passing day. somtimes i feel as though i am hollow inside. i wish i could be saved from this suffering i live through each day. some kind of salvation, somthing, someone to help me through the pain. i walk theses streets in serch for that one person or thing that will end my suffering hopefully oneday i will find it and end my pain and anguish. stop the screaming and shouting, the bickering, the nightmares tha huant my life day to day. my suffering will end one day with the coming of soulbarer. then i will be able to sleep and live again till then i will continue to hide in the dark like a little girl afraid of the storms, afraid of the harsh words that tear her soul apart, and afraid of the fire that is held within.