bluefreak

so it seems life is pissed off at me. my car is gone,my mom hates me as always, my friends are being very supportive of me but to me thats kinda odd, im still cutting myself all the time and i really dont know why im doing it. maybe i should just go see my friends in Cali and stay out there. i could certainly use the time off. but then again with the way im going ill be dead in a month .