bluefreak

i am truely in fucking hell right now. two of my friends are gone ...they arent dead but thats how it feels to me wihtout them.
sundaynight my friend is sitting at home and she calls me talkes to me for about an hour. her mom starts giving her shit so she says she will call me back. i guess her mom found some drugs in her room and she went apeshit cuz she is VERY religious and shit. so my friend freaks out and takes off. her father calls me and askes if she is with me which was impossible cuz i didnt have my car keys and i live in the middle of bumblefuck. so my friends, her parents, and the police are all looking for her. one of her friends finds her behind someones garage cutting her arms to hell. then she runs again. i got my car keys back and drove my happy ass out to her house at 2 am and helped look for her. we found her and the cops took her to the hospital and after they patched up her arms they sent her to the nuthouse for 10 days. let me tell you without my friend i feel like im dead. i dont have fuck all to do and im miserable .
my other friend has ben having a hard time at home aswell but she deals better then most do. this girl is my twin i swear..but without the good looks but she is still hot as hell . she sends me an email saying she has to go away for a lil while and deal with some issues and if she doesnt come back she will watch over me. so i call her and she wont answer or anything her mom doesnt know where she is so im flipping out.
i am seriously in hell here kids and if i dont hear form either of my friends soon i think im gonna have to either get my happy ass in a car and find them or im gonna go crazy form lack of fun.
and on top of all that im going away this weekend and i wont know anything till i get back o sunday and im sure all i will want to do is sleep cuz ill be with my family for 3 days and i dont get along with my family very well. thank god i just bought new battaries now all i need is my cds and my bass and ill be fine.