Friday Dec 12, 2003

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i have had a craptastic day...i SERIOUSLY need some cheering up frown . i dont know whats up with me but i need to go do something or just hang out and smoke with someone i cant take this shit no more. i honestly feel like im going no where and im stuck in one place with nothing and noone to even talk to. im kinda scared to feel like this but nothing i can do relaly. ill just have to deal with it i guess.


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graven:
Wow, that sounds my entire life since I was 19. I'm sorry. *hugs* I know how it is, though. I dealt with it with beer, movies, weed, and videogames. But it never killed the pain completely. The only thing that killed the pain was getting those sudden rushes where you go, "Oh my god, I know what I have to do with my life!" and spend the next 23 minutes planning your perfect future that solves all your problems.

And then after 23 minutes, you go see what's on TV and forget.
edea:
aww cheer up!! many *kisses* to you. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

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