bluefreak

i love going to work and not doing a damn thing all night all i did was sit on my ass drink coffee smoke and talk on the phone with my ex and not once was i told to get to work and i was paid to do that all night i love my job yet i hate it cuz its boring.
i felt like writing today which is something i hardly do anymore cuz i suck *L* but hey i wrote and this was the result:

kill me now with your words. kill me now with your lies. just kill me now before you die. its now or its never its too late for reason. kill me now with your broken words of hate and deceat. my wounds are fresh take my blood and take it deep within andlive off my tears. i live now in the shadow zone that you have put me in with your lies and broken words. you have hurt me enough now just end it and pull the trigger that you itch so blindly just pull it so i dont have to hear your words or lies anymore.


kinda depressing but i like it.