Friday Jun 20, 2003

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*sighs* for the first time my dad acturally called me and he and i for awhile and then after i hung up i bawled like a schoolgirl that got her tights riped. he never had time for me and i hate him for that but yet i dont hate him. i just hate not having a dad in my life.
ok so now im all depressed and i have broken fingers from lastnight blackeyed but enough of my complaining and being depressed i shall go have a few beers and crash i think puke
gotham2:
that's really shitty, but i suppose nobody is perfect, and some are far less perfect than others. sounds like he doesn't have his priorities straight if he doesn't want to be involved. maybe someday you can work something out.

take care kiddo, go relax...
purpledaisy:
oooooh, im sorry, i grew up with my dad int he home(lots of stuff went on there, but nevermind that bullshit)but he wasnt there, i didnt have a dad til recently, i guess he is just getting old and regretting shit. just love yourself you big geek.....much love kiss

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