bluefreak

well after a night of being higher the nigh and drunker then drunk im still alive and as fun and crazy as ever but im depressed. atleast im alive though i honestly didnt think id make it through the night but i did somehow. with the way things are going though i dont think ill be sober and shit for long. knowing me ill probly make another call in a day or two and probly mess myself up again .

to all the ppl i talk to dont ever do drugs or drink it just gives you oneHELL of a hangover in the morning and it makes you write stories about carrots and potatoes that are crying cuz tomorrow is harvest day . and thanks to those that came and tryied to talk to me you are true friends and to those i pissed off and made stop talking to me im sorry i still love you all