blueeyedmuse

samples of rejected set

these are some pics from my rejected set.

Jul 5, 2005

my life is looking and feeling pretty beautiful again.. yay. i love the exhilration i feel when i drag myself out of another persistent depression. thanks so much to those that took the time to look at my last journal entry and leave me replies.

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blueeyedmuse:

thanks i wasnt sure whether or not to post pics of my daughter, but i figured if anyone got weirrd or pervy i'd report them and take the pics down. the day i took those pics was pretty fun, inira got to fly a kite for the first time.

Jul 5, 2005

tadzi:

its always good when you can turn that corner...i know the feeling all too well.

Jul 8, 2005

i am stuck in a stagnant depressed rut. i hate those. it seems like every time, i feel it coming on and think oh i've done thise millions of times, no big deal. it still surprises me and at least partially debilatetes me. i hate this, i need to find a good release. i'm already medicated, lol. i just need to bring myself that extra...
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tadzi:

im sorry...i know that feeling. i think knowing its coming is almost worse than feeling it.

Jul 3, 2005

blueeyedmuse:

i understand. i hate the dread and then the surprise as your depression smacks you down. then the hopelessness and restlessness of it all. just waiting it out is the best you can really do i think.

thanks for your understanding. it's nice to be able to write something like that and not have a dozen people either scared of me or fawning over me telling me it's not that bad. ugh, so annoying. thus i rarely really express it.

Jul 4, 2005

good morning everyone,

i haven't heard anything about my photo set yet. we'll see,
wow, i'm tired. methinks i'm going to go back downstairs and space out, lol. i'll keep you all posted on the pic thing.

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freakboy69:

Sorry to hear about your set not makin' it.
Keep trying an you'll get in soon...I know it.
(Maybe a PhotoSet with you in the WOODS. I can see you in a Sexy "Lost Girl in the Forrest" Theme. THAT would SO get accepted!)
Just Tryin' To Help.
**wink**

Jun 22, 2005

blueeyedmuse:

hehe, thanks for the idea. i've pondered an outdoor set , outdoor lighiting is so much easier than indoor. i was also pondering wearing little satyr horns and being a horny little nymph,

oh and um thank you for what evil?

Jun 22, 2005

colorful sparkly pinup me

blueeyedmuse:

one of my practice sets

Jun 15, 2005

so, i doubt anyone willl be reading this, but i finally sent in a photo set. i reallly realllly hope it's well loved, lol. i think it came out quite good, but it's not perfect. i'm sure it will be liked. i took them myself but i'm not too bad at photography.

i just wanted to babble because i'm still all anxious and ancy from...
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