bluecordbandit

Today is the day of demise. Today I begin the serious effort to shrinking my stomach. I will start slow as to not constantly faint( like my "management"), I will start out replacing four of my six meals a day with slim fasts. THen, slowly over the course of the next week or two I will drop it down to all six, being a liquid...
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Holy Hell! Sometimes I think joining the Army was a mistake, 72hrs in the field 4hrs of sleep accumulated over it. This weekend was hard as fuck, but by this time next weeke we'll all be drinking together at "yimmie's" and laughing about it. I also got in touch with my new optic and lemme say this: " Beware Bad Guys!"; if I see it...
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Back for a few hours. THen I've got to go play soldier boy in the woods for the rest of the week; I should return on monday for any who care. Last few weeks kicked ass! I managed to sneak away and see two live shows one of which was Rancid, The Rise Against, and Billy Talent...Amazing ass show!

Going out to the "field" tomorrow, be back in a few weeks, feel free to message me, i'll reply in due time and if i don't I'm dead...lucky me eh?

So i'm back again. Not much to talk about what I've done or where I've been; did alot of training up foriegn soldiers and gaining new insight into why I hate humanity as a whole. Condemning those who chose exile to protect you, should be grounds for euthinisation. Those who are unworthy of life, should die....

I was asked to describe myself for a friends diversity class; she caught me at the perfect time; slightly drunk, pissed, listening to Bach and Orff....this is what was created:

If you're reading this then you're alive, If you're alive, I probably hate you. Arrogant? Yes, but true. I am very opinionated, and very passionate. I seem to have a problem with just about everything...
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So, recently I was reminded of my ability, and love( shhhh that part is TOP SECRET) of writing so lemme drop another one:

Imagine

I want you to think. I want you to imagine. Imagine that you have been laying down for 6 days with no more than 20 hrs of sleep and only eaten 2 MREs. I want you to image expirencing absolute hell...
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*CRACK*
Crack is the sound of luck,
the luck that his breathing may have been irregular,
the wind may have just been a knot faster,
his heart a beat stronger,

Crack is the sound of fear in your heart,
fear that sharpens your mind,
the mind that goes numb from the cluster of chaos,
bringing the over-barring silence to everything around you.

Crack is the...
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I stared death in the face today; whether it was for real or mearly a mirrage casted by the lunacy of the desert sand, is meaningless, in my eyes and my mind I was dead. In one full swoop, Ibecame a hero and hated, at the same time.I can't speak of what ails me, and yet it plagues my every movement, my every thought, my...
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soo today is the first day in literally months that i have any direct interactions with "real" people, and by real i mean someone other than a soldier or some pisson gov't contractor; i have to admitt i've never felt soo disassociated in my entire damn life, i have no idea what's going on in this country( as far as news is concerned), i have...
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