bluechild

what's the point of having a heart if it's only gonna get broken?
what`s the point of having a heart if it may kill you one day?
what's the point of having a heart if it may not let you live life to it's fullest?


dont worry ppl, i still dont know what the fuck is wrong with my heart, they say it might be stress related, but they are trying to see if stress hasnt damaged the muscle... i dont even want to ask anymore

in other news, i've been having a great time at school, i don't know if you guys know that besides being a seventh grade english teacher i also teach MUN (Model United Nations) and usually it's a bit boring, but lately it has gotten to be so much fun! the kids are handing in their position papers and we discuss topics like gun control, aids, child labor, prostitution, abortion, and stuff like that, it's so interesting to see what the kids (13 and 14 year olds) think about stuff like that, and it's amazing to see kids that are otherwise spoiled private school brats behaving like these really mature delegates, representing their countries in a UN model i think it's just so cool... dont you think?

AND im a glad to say that only 11 kids out of 120 failed my 3rd period exam (the school year is divided into 5 periods, each period is made up of 2 months) last period 11 kids of every 30 failed their English (Reading Comprehension, grammar, vocabulary) and of course i wanted to kill them, i am a bit strict with them. but im so happy now! i made the exam just as difficult if not more and they did a LOT better im proud of them, and proud of myself for putting up with those energy-sucking-life-draining-blood-boiling monsters and for being able to be a part of their education

yeah im a nerd SO WHAT!?