bluecadet

I haven't been updating my journal lately because quite frankly I don't feel like it's worth it. I mean really, there's no point. Yeah it was sort of fun to put my thoughts down and yeah it was nice when Stephen, you my one and only friend, would respond, but really I don't feel like I'm getting anything out of it. I have no idea how to make friends here on SG. When are you allowed to send someone a request? If you think they're tottally rad? Are you supposed to post in their journal a few times before you ask? I'm so sick of being completely socially awkward and feeling rejected by everyone, now I have to deal with it on THE INTERNET. How fucking lame is that? I have work tomorrow and yet again it's with this asshole who decided he hates me for no reason, I have no idea how to fix that. Maybe he just thinks I'm incompetent. Fuck him.