getting a tattoo of my kitty today... don't worry it isn't a dorky one... it is a japanese brush drawing of a cat...
anyway... i am feeling better and will be around more... i really need to get out and meet people... i am a serious loner... few friends by choice, but i think it would be better to have more girl friends to hang...
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anyway... i am feeling better and will be around more... i really need to get out and meet people... i am a serious loner... few friends by choice, but i think it would be better to have more girl friends to hang...
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my kitty Fluff died today.
my heart is heavy
i will miss her dearly
i miss how she liked her ears pulled... i miss the way she would play in the toilet water and make it a wet mess when you sat down... i miss how she would dig at the bed covers untill i let her in, then stretch her body out full length...
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pureblu12225:
damn *hug hug* heart goes out to you
obsidity:
my sympathies. Anything else I would say sounds dumb. But I love kitties and I have been through the loss of them as well.
xo
my sympathies. Anything else I would say sounds dumb. But I love kitties and I have been through the loss of them as well.
xo
you know when you feel like screaming? it all just seems so silly sometimes.
yonderboy:
yep, I do. and I usually just go ahead and scream, as long as no one is around.
Or I'm out in the desert.
If it's silly wouldn't you laugh instead of scream...?
Or I'm out in the desert.
If it's silly wouldn't you laugh instead of scream...?
yo... yeah yeah... haven't been around. and i have lots of excuses. the latest is that i am still recovering from burning man. 
was a bad girl.... 
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yonderboy:
Hi!
Hi!
davel:
a bad girl? *shrug* it was good for me 
here's a picture of you & yonderboy
in front of our fire-breathing car:
http://redirx.com/?ejm
here's a picture of you & yonderboy
in front of our fire-breathing car:
http://redirx.com/?ejm
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noelani:
aw man! I knew it! And you were with Yonderboy? Dammit I should of yelled your name. Aries was there too, and I didn't know it. Damn it all to hell.
9monty:
I miss Toronados and Fulton Street Bar so much! SF is the greatest city in the world.
I work for the Ravens and we play Oakland later this year, so I'll get to haunt the lower Haight again for at least one night.
Your dreads look fantastic.
Keep lovin' the Bay
I work for the Ravens and we play Oakland later this year, so I'll get to haunt the lower Haight again for at least one night.
Your dreads look fantastic.
Keep lovin' the Bay
better today...
but not all the way...
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yonderboy:
A little better is a start...
We should hang out soon... maybe a movie or something?
We should hang out soon... maybe a movie or something?
obsidity:
hey. Are you all the way yet? are you half way? Where are you?
fuck
yonderboy:
*sigh* I've felt like this a lot in the last few months. Let me know if I can do anything for you... ok?
hyperblade:
Still not any better? I'm really sorry to hear you're still unhappy. I know it'll take time. As YonderBoy said, we're here for you (even though you don't know me).
Wanna smile?
http://www.dvd-critic.net/files/james_playing.wmv
(Right click and hit Save As)
It'll make you laugh
[Edited on Jul 19, 2003]
Wanna smile?
http://www.dvd-critic.net/files/james_playing.wmv
(Right click and hit Save As)
It'll make you laugh
[Edited on Jul 19, 2003]
in youth it was a way i had
to do my best to please
and change with every passing lad
to suit his theories
but now i am the way i am
and do the things i do
and if you do not like me so
to hell, my love, with you
to do my best to please
and change with every passing lad
to suit his theories
but now i am the way i am
and do the things i do
and if you do not like me so
to hell, my love, with you
hyperblade:
Nice poem
Hope you feel better soon hon - think positively and if u ever need to talk to someone then feel free to talk to me.
Hope you feel better soon hon - think positively and if u ever need to talk to someone then feel free to talk to me.
i'm lost at sea...
so leave me be...
noone can help me but me...
i need to set myself free...
I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!
so leave me be...
noone can help me but me...
i need to set myself free...
I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!
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obsidity:
ooh you're aquatic too.
the princess and the warrior, I just noticed. yes.
the princess and the warrior, I just noticed. yes.
noelani:
yes, we all are. That's what my meds are for...
life is strange.... confusing actually.... 
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dave_h:
ok. I have lots of free time so just gimme a call. yay coffee! yay blueadara!
yay coffee! yay blueadara!
yonderboy:
sure is, the last year has really shown me that...
a lovely old friend emailed me yesterday... i miss him a ton... but he has a girlfriend and feels that talking to me will cause trouble... i hate that! why.... grrrrr..... fuck. fuck. fuck.
next subject, cause it is too upseting....
i have been so busy with escrow stuff... and stuff... that i haven't been able to spend any time with sfsg or even update...
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next subject, cause it is too upseting....
i have been so busy with escrow stuff... and stuff... that i haven't been able to spend any time with sfsg or even update...
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dave_h:
awesome. can I come to your party? hey what you doing today? Im bored. wanna go get coffee or something?
yonderboy:
Hi*kiss*
I can't wait to see your loft...
I can't wait to see your loft...
wow... i haven't been on for a while... but i am totally excited and scared because i put an offer on a loft and they accepted!!!!! now i am in escrow... so, i have been crazy distracted...
also... i have a new friend who i have been hanging with now and then. and this person, who will remain a mystery, is the best! yay!!!
things...
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now i am in escrow... so, i have been crazy distracted...
also... i have a new friend who i have been hanging with now and then. and this person, who will remain a mystery, is the best! yay!!!
things...
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lil_tuffy:
congrats.
yonderboy:
I'm back...
but I'm too tired to play on the computer, g'night.
Don't forget to check out the Belly Dancing group, won't you?