blue_richard

I broke up with my girlfriend a few weeks ago, couldn't write it before, hurt too much. Three years of happiness gone in an instant.
I'm heartbroken, not the soppy sort of heartbreak you hear about in pop songs but a real physical pain, nauseating and crushing.
I love her so much and I always will, I don't know what to do, I can't eat or sleep, I talk to her in my mind all the time, I can't get her out of my head. I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind!
Emotions are spinning round in my head at a million miles per hour, regret, hate, panic, anger, love, fear, all mixed up over and over again!
I'm working extra shifts at work just to stop me from thinking, keep me busy or I'll go mad. Sorry ramblings of a broken man.

I want to feel normal again.

I can't go on like this.