blue_richard

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and the heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club, if you like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home
And you cry
And you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen "now",
Well, when exactly do you mean?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone..

Okay, the truth is I lied in my last blog i'm still depressed, in fact I've never felt lower than I do right now. Normally when I have a depression something (a song, a a conversation, a smile) will flick a switch in my head and get me out of it, not this time, this is a bad one

I've stopped drinking alcohol, half a bottle of Jack Daniels a night is not the answer. I've also stopped eating, so far i've lost 10 pounds this week, if I carry on like this perhaps i'll disappear completely, i'd like that.

If this is what it's like to fall in love and have tour heart broken I don't want to do it again

For my real friends on here, this is for you
It kind of says how I feel about myself, how I feel about some of you and how I feel about Becky!

I don't know if any of you out there know anything about psychology, but I could really do with some help.

All my love
Rich


EDIT: I can tag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!